Wake me up before you go

Home?

Aizawa POV:
Yamda had dropped me off at the corner of my street, I didn't want him to meet my abusive parent's. I didn't want him to find out how they treated me and I didn't know how they would react to him.

Either way I didn't want to leave him, he treated me nice and he loves me and I love him , also because I didn't want to leave Iwa and Ashi.

I didn't know if Yamada had caught on but I named the cats after us. They reminded me of us. They even have our tendency but honestly I was not only scared to go home but also to leave Ashi there with him.

He gets really jealous of Yamada and he can get a little abusive. I don't want to give him away and neither does Yamada.. he said they were our kids and the thought of that made me blush but I didn't want Yamada to get hurt.

I texted him.

Me: Is Ashi being good? Did he hurt you again?

Yamada: Sho.. I'm not even home yet..we just said goodbye.

Me: Oh right sorry.

Yamada: You don't have to say sorry. I'm glad you're worried about me.

I blushed at his words.

Me: Don't get used to it Dummy 😒

Yamada: Awe Sho you love me🥰

Me: I'm leaving.

Yamada: You didn't deny it!

Me:

Yamada: Wait come back!

Me: No

Yamada: Please...

Me:...No.

Yamada: Fine, will you at least ttml?

Me:...I'll think about it.

Yamada: Yay!

I had a strong wanting to say I love you but I decided against it. I think it's too soon so I put the phone back in my pocket and looked up. I was already at my door.

The smile that was once put on my face has melted off.

I walked through the door.

"So you finally decided to come home?"

"I-I-." I was cut off by my mom slapping me in the face.

I held my face with my left hands.

"What are you going to cry?!"

"You better not cry!" My dad screamed from the other room and I could tell that he was drunk.

My birth giver looked me up and down.

"So you think you're better than us?"

"N-no ma'ma." I felt close to tears but I couldn't let them out.

"Good you better not, you're nothing but a Piece of trash."

I knew better than to talk back or retaliate so I sat there and let them do whatever they wanted to me.

"You're so worthless not even your own parents love you."

She walked over to the counter and through a vase at me. It cut my face and neck, but they weren't deep enough to leave scars but it hurt though.

"No one will ever love you, and your little friend will get tired of you."

She pushed me into the door.

She hit me a few times and said very hurtful things.

"Go to your room before you get it worse and don't come out you're not going to school tomorrow."

"Yes ma'ma."

I ran up the stairs and locked myself in my room.

When it was just me alone I slid down my door and started crying but I didn't make any noise because I knew what would happen if I did.

After a few seconds of crying I got up and changed into my rags I called clothes. I don't deserve Yamada or what he does for me. He deserves to be with someone better.

I went to put my clothes he bought in my bookbag to give back to him come Tuesday but when I left them up to put them in my bag I smelt Yamada on them.

It smelt like citrus and I craved him. I was overcome with emotion and I passed out.

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It was a few hours later when I woke up and it was already dinner time, I was laying in the same place I passed out in.

My parents didn't care so they didn't check.

They knew I passed out easily so they knew what the thud was.

I could hear them fighting, that's all they ever did.

I got up off the floor and put everything in my book bag. I opened the window and jumped out.

I went to the only place I could go... the only place I could call home and I ran.

When I got to the garden house Ashi had ran over to me crying and Iwa following close behind.

They both started rubbing on my legs, so I picked Ashi up and walked to the kitchen.

I grabbed some water and went to lay down in the couch and I fell asleep with Ashi in my arms and Iwa on the top of the couch.

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