give me a reason

july 10

  Ive been wondering were I am for the last 5 days now. He only feed me one every two days so I'm sitting in this chair feeling like I'm dead. Like I'm going to die in this chair and no one will know. "So ur awake now. I've Ben waiting for you to wake up now my darling little cloe." " I've been awake for the last 5 days you selfish jerk. Who are you. I wana leave. Please let me go." I screamed at the top of my lungs to see if anyone would help or here me but all hope was lost. "AAAAAAAHHHH!" I cry in horror to the feeling of a wire hit my thigh.

  "Stop all that anoying screaming. There is nothing you can do to help you. Your mine and I won't let anyone be with you but me cloe. You got that." I was lost in confusion as the mysterious voice said all these crazy things. "How do you know my name? What do you want with me?" I felt his cold hands on my thighs. His face was close but I couldn't tell what he was looking at because it was to dark.   I felt his lips try to touch my lips but I moved." Haha. Clo your still the shy little girl I always knew." That's when it hit me.  The door slammed closed. Back in the darkness I cryed I knew who that cold hearted person was.  It was Jackson. He was the only guy I knew who called me Clo. I sat there and screamed and cryed. I tried to  escape but the ropes were so tight they started to cut into my skin. I bled out blood from my ankles and my arm. So I stoped. I gave up from the struggle.  I was to tired and weak to actually persveir and keep going. So I jss stopped. But in my mind I wanted to keep going. But i just can't for some reason. He's just the one I loved for a while and just to end up in this situation with him is just unbelievable. Its not normal. Its in un ordinary.