what if I love you?

what if i love you? (p-2)

-All sweaty, i reach for the glass of water beside my bed side.-

-Sitting on the bed, i tried to to process what just happened, still trying to breath steadily, i lift my head and look at the clock it was 4:30 a.m.-

-i felt so tired for some reason, the dream was so stressful and agitating it's so weird, i don't remember dreaming of dad for so long now...-

-i walk to my bathroom while thinking of what i just dream, wash my face, look at the mirror.-

-All the memories of that day flooding from happiness to sadness in my mind. The last moment, we spend together as a big family.-

-kim uncle's jokes,dad's care, the second escape to the moment everything scattered,through that incident. -

-I got out of the bathroom, fresh up, sat by the window, with my cup of tea.
smiled thinking ,how taetae might be looking now,he might have turned out more caring and handsome.-

I kept looking at the changing sky,while sipping on my tea.

Trying to figure out. What just happened all of s sudden.

Now, that i was fresh, and had my warm tea while, observing the changing sky, the calm view and bird chirping, and little breeze blowing on my face.

I felt sleepy by the window side, for a bit. Before hearing the alarm clock ringing. I look at it, it was already 6 am. Iook down on my tea realising, i have school.

i went to the kitchen, directly,after brushing my teeth.

Made "gaeran tost-u" for breakfast, kiss eomma, cause she woke up hearing, the vessels fall.

soomin: i need to go eomma, the breakfast is ready eat it before going too, see you after school, eat well. Aish, my shoes.

eomma: you always forget it.

soomin: but you are here to remind me eomma.
-giggle-

-I Walking to the bus quickly, however, the bus was already going,i kept on running to stop it but it didn't stop.
soomin: aish, stop, it's already late,Argh, late on the second day of school.-