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There's always something for people to judge they judge your skin,your looks, and your standards that's just humans but I won't sit and be judge for something I had no say on.

Zayn hurry please.Niall mumbled his voice harsh and more softer then what it usually is, Zayn nodded even though niall couldn't see it and placed a piece of bread on a glass plate that held niall's soup.

Zayn sighed picking up the tray and making his way out of the kitchen. Niall has been sick for months and even doctors didn't know why they explained that it was something that was killing by the minute and they couldn't help because it is a unfounded sickness the thought of niall dying brought tears to his eyes.

Having to slowly see your soul mate die wasn't something anybody wanted to live with, the long nights of a deadly cough, the soft whimpers of why's echoing the room smothered both of them and all zayn could do is sit and watch all he has wither away on their bed.

S..soup again?.Niall questioned slowly sitting up dark bags laid under his eyes, his blonde hair now turning fully brown because he is too weak to die it, little drops of sweat covered his gray face but still he forced a smile. Zayn nodded while placing the tray on his lover's lap.

I..it will make you feel better maybe even make you healthier. Zayn whispered but even he knew it wouldn't, Niall chuckled placing a cold hand on zayns face.

Nothing in this world zayn can make me feel better but your endless love that you give me every single day and some nights I wonder why love me, why care for me, why stay with me those nights when I cough up blood your there holding me and even then you believe there has to be a cure but there isn't. Niall explained with a frown.

Zayn shook his head with tears threatening to come out but he couldn't allow them he was saving his tears for when the time comes,he slowly placed a shaking hand on top of nialls cold one and rubbed it softly.

I love you, since the first time I met you freshman year, I loved you when you came to my house with tears,I have loved you since I knew what love was and I won't stop loving you.zayn whispered, niall nodded with tears.

Forever my love. Niall whispered back.

That night they laid together hearts pressed together but with only one beating, beating endlessly as the other one laid still hands together as legs tangled together, and that night was when zayn let his tears go all he was holding in was now released as his fist at nialls hair, his body lifeless as zayn rocked back and fourth with tears.

We have to take him sir, let him go.

Niall!no please baby wake up!.

Sir you have to release him.

He's fine he's just sleeping, your sleeping baby your just asleep!

He's dead.

No he's asleep, your going to wake him up shush I have you baby !

On the count of 3 pull him away.

Remember that day I asked you to marry me, remember you told me that I was a fool for waiting to long.

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Remember when we moved into our house how happy you were.

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Remember when you got a awful coughed I remember that day I hate that day.

3,

They pulled nialls lifeless body way from zayn as he screamed with tears his face red from anger and hurt.

Why, why ..forever my love remember forever! .

They zipped nialls body up and placed him on a carrier .

If I die one day.

You'll never die.

Zayn be serious if I die one day I'll drop my wedding ring so you can know I will be always watching you.

How would you do that?

Zayn for crying out loud look at the edge of the bed when I die and you'll see my wedding ring.

Zayn quickly looked over at the edge of the bed and there it was, he quickly picked up and placed it close to his heart.

I'm going to found out what this disease was and I'll help others I promise niall.

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 05, 2015 ⏰

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