Monster (a japo story)

Ch 22

Warning ⚠️ this is chapter will contain abuse. I will try to not add words that could potentially trigger someone reading this chapter. If you don't feel comfortable or could start to get flash backs you could say I want you to immediately stop reading and breathe and know that you are strong. Okay? Alright continue

Ropo POV
I had to stand slightly off to the side from where it was happening. I could feel panic rising in my chest. I wanted to cry or scream at them to stop. But after everything I couldn't find the words to stop it. I wish I did..... I could of prevented what was to come. But I didn't

Stark: who's ready!
I heard him call out to the giant crowd, I heard yells of approval and shit like that. I felt anger inside of me, I wanted to hurt them all.

I knew they weren't going to kill you yet, they were going to force you to turn into the "monster" they all think you were. Then they'll kill you. I couldn't show any emotion I had to remain calm. I could hear your screams and cries and yelling at them to stop. I couldn't stand to watch what was happening.

I was started to feel myself wanting to run over to you. And hold you until the world ended I wanted a life with you. We could live together and be happy. You would be my partner in crime. If you started to fret that you would hurt me I'd hold you and tell you that I will always love you. No matter what. And that I'm sorry that you had to go through this for your entire life. No matter how many peoples you've hurt you're still human. We've all done terrible things jack, but I would never blame you. If only you just fought back....

I could now start to feel the tears steaming down my face. I quickly wiped them away but was called over. I walked into the crowd and all eyes turned towards me. Stark held out a weapon of silver it could easily harm you but wouldn't kill you I looked up at him confused, I was so confused jack..... until I looked down at you. You looked at me with this look of peer horror and started to tremble at the sight of me. I didn't want you to see me as the person who could of killed you. Or would ever harm you.

But I think I finally saw what you saw every time you looked at yourself. A monster that could hurt and kill people if it pleased. I stared at you for a long time. I could hear the crowd yelling faintly at me to do it. Stab you and wound you and make you hurt me. Just so that I would kill you. I didn't move I stood there staring with a blank look on my face. I felt a hand on my shoulder and heard a whisper in my ear.

???: Don't do it, you'll never forgive yourself.
I had said nothing but slightly glanced backwards but saw no one. I looked back at the weapon in my hand. I could hear everyone start to get annoyed at me. People started to shout louder at me to do it. You looked at me with pleading eyes, begging me not to hurt you.

I held the weapon tighter in my hand and slowly brought it up to your face. I raised it, I could practically feel the fear rushing off of you. I wanted to stop myself, I promise I did.... everyone was staring at me again with anticipation. They were all waiting to see the nightly wolf fall. The weapon rushed down and blood rushed from you're neck. I had dropped the weapon immediately. Feeling sick to my stomach as the cheering got louder. Louder.

And then the last thing I saw was myself dragging you out of the room. I had gotten you to the hospital as fast as I could. I didn't say anything except "help him please!" They ran you into the room.........

It's been 5 months jack, I'm still here talking to you. I think I've told you this every time I've come here. I know you won't forgive me when you wake up. If you wake up the doctors say you won't, but I know that your strong. I'm so sorry for everything I've done to you. How I never told you I loved you. I have an always will love you jack...... I promise

I'm going to to explain something this chapter is Ropo talking to jack in the hospital as he's in a coma. The ending shows that the entire time throughout this chapter hes told jack what happened. I'm so sorry but this is the last chapter.... I love you and hope you enjoyed this story. I loved writing it and I can now start on another one I think you will also like. I hope that you know to love yourself and never let words bring you down. Bye guys and thank you for reading this story