Whatever U Need Cyn.

what you give just isn't enough.

What you gave me was something, but it wasn't enough. And its hard to hear, even though I'll never speak these words. I don't ever want to sound ungrateful, but here I am begging for more. 
You don't hear me though, because you can't hear what you can't see.
And I am nothing to you now.

I am the past and the present, but mostly the past because that's my home. 
I see you now and then, nor me or you have changed. 

We are old and sour now. Only, I'm the one who's tasting it.
How gross.

But I don't mind it anymore, we are gross together. And that's ok (?)
But when apart its a miracle, a sad one that only you could enjoy.
God knows you enjoy it. 

I'm by myself, sitting alone with nobody to care if I live or die. 
I'm starting not to care either. lol jk.

Anyways, thanks for listening !!