The Wake Up Call

SHOW FOR CLASS

             Next day
So it's monday and i have to go to school and see Triston. To say im sad about the situation is an under statment ian sad im heartbroken. Maybe being happy aint whats for me maybe i just need to be alone. I got up before Nicki came in yelling and got in the tub for a good 30 minutes. I got out and put some lotion on and found some clothes to put on. I put on some bleach washed high waist jeans with the rips in the fron and a blue crop top shirt. I put on my black vans. I flat ironed my hair and put a part in it. I put on some lip gloss and grabbed my things for school. I walked down stairs and seen everybody still sleep so i grabbed my keys and drove to school. When i pulled up to school and seen Triston hugged up with some girl. I wasnt going to get mad because she was beautiful. I got out the car and made my way to ny first period class. I walked in and took my seat. 15 minutes the class started to fill up Triston sits by me but today he didnt ian sweating it though. The teacher walked in and satrted telling us that we will be doing poems that come up to our mind. Everybody had went and it was my turn.

Teacher-okay what poem is on your mind

Kenya-its a poem called " ruined girl" so here it goes

You made me feel like I was flying, Like no matter who said what you would be there to pull me back into the clouds, Like I was something special, You were the first person to ever make me feel this way, Then when I realized it was all just an illusion, The fun ended and I hit the concrete with a cold, hard, awakening, You left me stranded to die alone, You left me there to cry myself to sleep at night, It hurt so much to hear you say I was just a toy, Something you could play with, Someone who you wanted to wallow in your misery with you, You ruined me, I am no longer the girl with the bright eyes or beautiful smile, I am now the girl drowning in her tears, Who can barely breathe at the simple thought of what we had, The girl who deep down, is slowly dying, The worst thing is that you can never know, You will forever more think of me as the girl you threw to the side and didn't hurt, I am so much more that you can never see, I will forever be, the girl you ruined...

Teacher -was that something you made or off the net

Kenya-my mind

Teacher-can you tell the story

Kenya-ok well when i firsted mived up here i was dating this boy who shall remain nameless. I thought I had founded somebody who loved me and could make me forgetvabout my problems but i guess i was wrong. He cheated on me twice shidd probably more than that and got one of the girls pregnant. I was like how you going take care of a baby and you 15. He was imma just do it so we broke up i was hurt but ian cry and here we are today