Stray Kids Imagines

Felix - Im sorry, dont leave ME

Felix Pov:

3... 2... 1... "start" the manager said and left the room, "Hello,Hello it's your sunshine Felix~" I said as I waving my hand at the V-live i just started... "So how has everyone been doing?" I asked with a bit of cheer!

But my smile slightly went down as I read a comment out loud "Well obviously not good cause you don't update us anymore, do you live under a rock or what?" I read out, I put on a fake smile and replied

"I'm very sorry to all the people out there who are waiting for me! I promise to do better and give loads more content!" I said with cheer! After that small thing we continued our live, stays asked me to rap, dance and do tongue twisters and more as a stay just requested me to sing the song love is gone, I did it per his/her request!

"I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me
I know that your love is gone
I can't breathe, I'm so weak, I know this isn't easy
Don't tell me that your love is gone
That your love is gone"

I finished singing that with so much emotion, even though stays might not realize... I truly did...

Oh Chan Hyung is calling... "Hey Channie Hyung, do you mind if I put you on speaker?" I asked him, and he said "yeah sure" on the line... "Stays! It's our Channie hyung!!" I said with pizazz, "Hello everyone!!!" Chan greeted...

"Well Felix that was some really good singing" Chan said as my eyes went wide... "Hyung... are you watching the V-live?" I asked feeling surprised...

"Yes I was, haha your good! Keep practicing you be amazing in no time! Anyways I'm gonna head home in about 10 minutes are you going to join me?" Chan asked "Sure hyung! I'll meet you down in 10 minutes-ish hehe! Bye hyung!!!" I said...

"Okay bye lix" he said as he cut the call... "Stays I have to go soon so 1 more request and I have to go!" I smiled and started to read the comments... I sometimes mumble while reading and this time I was hurt deeply while reading some of the comments...

"You shouldn't have become a singer"

"You look so ugly"

"You call that singing, I thought it was a dead
fish"

"Why are you so over dramatic, so weird"

I read these comments and felt hurt but stays are watching so I must stay happy! "So someone asked me to share my diet tip!" I said while reading that comment out loud... "well these days, I am on diets a lot because I really wanna lose some weight and look better for you guys but my cheek weight isn't going down! I have been eating salads mainly! So just eat healthy that what I do!" I said as I answered the request! And I read a few more comments and talked with stays but before I ended it I read a few comments again... not out loud but it went to my heart...

"your just as weird as your eating disorder"

"Such a freak"

"Stay happy, I don't like you complaining it's stupid"

"Keep your problems with you, it's not our fault is it?"

As I read those comment I felt unhappy but I apologized "Dear stays im really sorry for complaining! I will keep my happy image up! Let's be happy together forever!" I said as I ended the live and the act of being happy for stays...

As soon I finished the live, I slumped my head on the table, a tear fell out... but I got up wiped it and went down to meet Chan...

Chan Pov:

I know Felix very well! And what I saw today was all just a act... I honestly thought stays knew better, I'm disappointed not at Felix but at our stays... I nodded my head in sadness as I read a a lot of hate comments and saw how it was affecting Felix ... a tear escaped my eye... oh how I wish I could help...