About Me/Vent Book

January 18th

Today's a day of another year. Another year of new discovery another year of the unthinkable

Another year where I no longer hide who I am

I am now 15 and with age comes new responsibility and new challenges.

With age comes more put on your shoulders

With age comes new begins and new lessons.

And within my age I've been hiding

I've been hiding in the closet because of fear

I shouldn't be in fear for being who I am. And God wouldn't want me to hide the truth

I refuse to believe that just because you love someone of the opposite sex you live your afterlife in hell

I believe that was twisted up by this human raise

I've read the bible many times and never once did it really say that

And we make sins a lot we make mistakes I don't think I'm going to hell over one sin if I already made so many

I refuse for another year to hide. I refuse to let others tell me their "opinions" on my choices.

And I'm getting out of this these chains that tell me who i am. I'm gonna be myself I'm gonna say who I am, I'm gonna break these chains that hold me back

I am a child of God and he loves all his children he wouldn't want any of them going to hell

I know my god

I'm making my fate

I'm making my choice

I'm not gonna hide

Not ever again

And I am proud for who I am

As a black African American

As a women

And as a daughter,

This year no more hiding, No more fear, No more listening to doubts

This year will be improvements this year will be better than the last.

This year I will march and support the people proudly the ones that march with their colors of pride

I will no longer groan with my parents in discuss when really I wanna smile and cheer for those people

I will no longer allow it

I've been taught to turn. Away form this. And  to show I was disgusted  by these people! And to never go the path they chose . and these people .....

MY people would burn in hell over and over again because of loving someone who is different!

I will no longer hide my voice form which was hidden in doubts and fear and what I was raised with 

I will now speak up and cheer gladly for who I am and how I feel

I will now wear the colors that once taunted me

I will now never go back into wear I was!

I know who I am!!

And I am proud!!

I will forever be glad for the person I've become!

Words can speak loudly then actions

And actions louder then words

I now will smile for the people in colors

I will now no longer feel ashamed and disgusted of who I AM for another year!

And I will stand up with the lgbtq community!

I will show my colors!

And I will Show my pride!

My name is Davina I am now 15 and I like girls and I find them attractive . I'm a proud bisexual and I will stand up for what is right