I feel a sickness
Pooling inside
It leaves deep
Scratches on my lungs
Causes bruises on
My throat
Leaves burn marks
On my skin
Shards of glass
Tearing at my heart
Hoping it will
No longer beat
No electricity
To start
The thump
Thump
Thump
That pulls at my blood
It's ravages my memories
Morphs them
Into something
Good
Swell
Happy
But unfamiliar
A new
Type of hell
A delusion
That's so beautiful
That it destroys
Reality
Shatters it into
Singing trees
Made out of mirrors
With streams of laughter
From my once
Happily ever after
I feel this sickness
Turning me
Inside out
My shadow
Looks odd
Why is it
Not on the ground
