I would rather you lie to me.
See, I already go along with the image I make up for you in my head.
I'm so in love wit' it.
You're heavily flawed but I nurture it.
And I'm tryna make something is what it isn't
but you haunt me for it.
You don't love me and I can see that.
But I can't stop replaying the images in my head from when we were at ease at.
And I keep tryn' restore it with no help of making this fuckin' plat!
Though I can see you have given up,
you left me stuck.
Sometimes I wish I can just tell you what's up
but you don't listen...
Like that time I told you I wanted to make you mine and you went missin'.
When I'm having a hard time trying to read you
then you send me on a mission...
Why we here, huh?
Why the transition?
Just the other day you was in my crib.
We was kissin'.
Now you all on the gram
Actin' nonchalant...
Sneak dissin'...
And you told me I need to play my position
but you lead me on to think that I was fulfilling what was missin'.
Whole time I was falling in love with you...
And you knew.
Told bro "Nah that's boo!"
Had me thinkin' you was raw.
Doin your lil cap talk
...even had me buying shit for you too!
You think you slick
but what's new?
Had me thinkin' you real.
Breaking me down while I help you heal.
I miss you but it's fuck how I feel.
