Tubbo's struggle

Chapter 4 Football

⚠️TW: blood, cutting, razor, suicidal thoughts ⚠️

[Tommy POV]

"Tubbo is begin strange." I thought "Will was strange to." I walked out of my last class of the day.

I wanted to talk to Will but I also needed to talk to Tubbo right now I walked to my bike and I saw Tubbo's bike was still there I waited for him. He came soon he walked slowly avoiding looking at anyone.

I smiled as he walked closer he put on a smile I knew it was fake I have been his best friend for long enough to know.

"Hey Tommy" Tubbo got on his bike and we started to ride home.

"You good bud?" I asked I had not forgotten about how strange Tubbo had acted before.

"Yep" he said and just smiled I could see he was forcing the smile on him self.

[Tubbo POV]

I didn't want to talk about before.

"You signing up for football this semester?" Tommy asked

"I dunno" I said.

"Comme on you NEED to we played all summer." Tommy begged me.

"Fine" I said I rolled by eyes jokingly

"Yes!" Tommy exclaimed he let go of his bike handles as he threw his hand in the air he wobbled a bit on his bike.

"You know who else is?" I asked.

"Umm I am, you are, Wilbur, Techno, Quackity, Dream, Sapnap, I think Karl is and no one else but big man himself SHLATT!" Tommy said exited he didn't know that Quackity and Shlatt picked on me often.

I saw my house "bye Tommy see y'a tomorrow." I waved bye to Tommyand let my bike flop to the ground.

"Bye Tubbo see y'a." Tommy waved and biked away. I opened the door to my house and went in.

I was home alone AGAIN. My mom and dad were probably working or just away it happened often.

"AGHHHHH" I screamed.

[third person POV]

Tubbo then burst into tears he was picked on and Wilbur knew his secret.

"Useless" voiced in his head said "pathetic you deserve pain and to die" Tubbo ran to the bathroom and closed the door and locked it as he could lock away the thoughts "cut you deserve PAIN!"

Tubbo looked himself in the mirror he hated himself everything about himself he hated he ran and passed out on his bed in tears.

After an hour or so he woke up it was getting dark as he looked outside. He walked outside and took a deep breath. Tubbo looked at his football and his football goal at the end of his lawn

He kicked the ball in went right into the goal. Tubbo smiled and kept playing he played for a long time he remembered how fun it was and how much enjoyed playing.

[Tubbo POV]

I heard light footsteps come closer and I stopped playing I looked at ten person

"Shlatt." I said in a whisper. I picked up the football in panic.

"Hey Tubbo." He said in a smug smile.

"W-what do you want Shlatt?" I stuttered.

"I want you" he said pointing at me "to pay for what happened to Quackity!" He walked closer to me.

I dropped the football and walked slowly backwards to my house "football your gonna try out huh?" Shlatt laughed "you wish you're not good enough"

He ran towards me. I started to tear up. I jumped my fence so he wouldn't catch me I jumped to the side of the road.

I looked back and saw Shlatt run after me.

"Hey!" I wipped my head around to face forward.

"Quackity..." my breath was shaky.

He grabbed me by the collar of my shirt. He then threw e face first into the concrete steps on the path.

I touched my nose and my and was covered in blood. I was bleeding. I stood back up I proceeded to run.

I slipped behind a Bush and hid behind it, I prayed that they wouldn't find me. I put my hand over my mouth so I wouldn't make any noise.

"Where did that little twerp go!" Shlatt yelled. I prayed even more that they wouldn't find me or I would be dead.

" probably this way." Quackity said as they ran off in the opposite direction. I slowly crept out of my hiding space and looked around to see that they weren't anywhere close and I ran for it I ran to my house and locked the door.

I hated it I was always picked on I needed to do what was right. I stumbled into the bathroom and grabbed the razor. I felt the razor cut my skin.

I felt pain it was sharp and it stabbed my skin but I felt relived that I had done the right thing. I felt the blood drip on my wrists. I let the blood run I didn't care I was tried of everything.

He was only just holding onto life. He had one string Tommy his best friend was the one reason he was alive the one reason he was still alive because Tommy was his best friend.

I then passed out on the floor

/Authors note/
857 words
When I say taht Tubbo's last string is Tommy I am not shipping them they are minors and are not comfortable with it and I don't ship them.
Hello my readers I know I haven't updated in a while I have a lot going on in my life if you from my TikTok you will know. I also have school and I was a bit unmotivated this week I will try to update more and more. Thank you for 36 reads that's insane thank you I didn't think anyone would read this. That's all for now I'll try and get the next chapter out this week. ❤️Love you all ❤️