⚠️tw: cutting,cussing,depressed, impulsive thoughts ⚠️
Sometimes I think I'm "special",I can't read as good, I stutter like a lot and I get distracted eas
ily and I can't spell the easiest of words, my mom got mad that I had a fucking 78its literally a c+, last night me and my cousin were playing destiny my dad came into my room upset that I didn't see that it was 11:00,my cousin died and I revived him so I could turn my Xbox off (because apparently I have a fucking bedtime at the age of 14) but my dad went to turn the Xbox off like I didn't say let me do this real quick I basically was having a mental break down because all day he was treating me like trash all day, it was fun this morning I was ranting to him about a game theory that I had about little nightmares until I took a nap for like 4 hours and I just got fucking body shamed but my sister who is 8 can wear fucking crop tops and booty shorts, my sister ran and I tapped her and she acted like I killed her and I got yelled at and just had a fucking break down,
So I cut, four small lines not deeps enough to bleed but they bled a bit
Hi I'm xenny and I hate fucking hate my life
This happened yesterday but this was a draft but I'm still in my depressed state 😗✌🏽
