My life story

How I felt every day

The way I felt every day I cant explain all I can really say is I felt like a ghost to everyone. I HADE pepole calling me names when I went to school I hade pepole making fun of me saying that im just a loser that no one wants to be friends with.

 I always ignored what they said at school but when I got home every day I thought about what they said and asked myself is it true is that why no one wants to be my friend. Is that why everyone keeps their distance frome me am I actually just a shadow to everyone a loser. I guess everyone just thinks of me like that that I wase just a loser the shy girl who wase afraid to be herself. That wase afraid of what people would think of the real her.

I never hade any friends just pepole making fun of me calling me a loser a dumbass. But I didnt really cair what they called me I wase just stupid enough to let what the said get to me I let them hurt my feelings.I let them take advantage of me i let them noke me down fore what so I could get bck up and get nocked down again.

I hate that I let them get to me that I let them take advantage of me.. I let them make fun of me i let them Bully me. And I never told anyone not even my family.I kept it a secret because I didnt want them saying anything . I didnt want them to know what wase going on I kept it a secret frome them.

I had to go to school everyday to be knocked down. To be called names to let them make fun of me that wase what I let them do. I didnt try to stop them I just let them I let them get to me. I let them hurt me I let them take advantage over me. They hurt me called me names made fun of me all because I let them