SPOV:
I tried to kill my pain
But only brought more
So much more
It did. I was still hurting from all the hangovers, the sleepless nights.
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I’ve always wanted a family. Betrayal echoed inside of me. That’s how I figured that I was hollow.
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
I told her so many times. And she does this without my input?
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
Was I too far away from her? I was her boyfriend!!
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Return? After that? No!! Don’t even ask!!!
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
I bet she’s forgotten. I had a ring. I was going to propose.
Lost for so long
You were the only reason I got up some mornings, Lily.
Will you be on the other side
You probably hate the Malfoy name now, along with the rest of your family.
Or will you forget me?
Just out of your mind, in a snap.
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
I was broken. Shattered. But if I had the choice, I would do it again. I guess I’m a masochist...
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
Was she willing to do the exact opposite of what I had wanted for my entire life?
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
I wouldn’t go back if she begged!
return to me salvation
I want to die!!!
I do, sometimes. She really messed me up.
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
They do. My heart died that day.
My soul cries for deliverance
It does. I’m a firm believer in closure.
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide
That sounds perfect. No more problems. Nobody will be surprised. I’ve always been a coward.
return to me salvation
No Lily, I won’t.
return to me salvation
Wait- LILY??
