Once we were all done and all the producers said we could go home, I went over to a chair where I had laid my jacket. I picked it up and as I turned I scanned the room with my eyes and caught a glimpse of Camila looking at me from across the room. I knew it probably meant nothing to her but I felt my face flush and I just know I turned bright red. She smiled and waved, I smiled and waved. My heart was beating so fast in my chest and I turned and walked out of the big room. I was walking down the long hall and all I was thinking about was Camila. And like an idiot, as I thought of her, a huge smile came upon my lips. I heard the big doors I came out of a while back open behind me and turned to see Camila and a few other girls walking down from where I just came. I turned around quickly, not wanting camila to see me looking at her yet again, she'd already caught me staring about 5 times today. I just can't help myself. She's seriously so perfect. Her laugh, her smile, her body, her face, her lips, her eyes, her hair, her hands. I could go on forever. I stepped out of the building and saw my mom waiting on the other side of the street in the car. I got in the car smiling, thanks to camila. Mom said 'how was your day' and I immediately said 'it was beautiful' I was talking about Camila, but my mom didn't need to know that. I laughed at the fact that she had no idea what I meant when I said 'it was beautiful' because I was clearly talking about Camila, not how my day was. My mom laughed and looked at me kind of puzzled, but she didn't ask any questions, she put the car in drive we drove away. I was low-key looking in the rearview mirror waiting to see Camila walk out. I did in fact see her. Even from a long distance she's perfect. Anyways....I went home and did my homework from school that day. I was going to school online now, because of the X factor. A little while later I heard a knock on my bedroom door and I said for them to come in. For some reason I was half expecting Camila to come in. I guess it was because she's all I could think about lately. But instead Taylor came in and sat on my bed. She asked me how today went and she sounded more excited than I was about the whole thing. She asked if there was any hot guys there and I told her that there WAS somebody who caught my eye. She asked who and I told her that I was just kidding. I knew I couldn't tell anybody how I felt about Camila because nobody knew I liked girls. I was so scared to tell my family. I was scared of what they would say and how they would feel about it. Taylor and I talked for a while and then it was time for her to go to bed because she had school tomorrow. I said goodnight and taylor left. I sat with my legs crossed and my laptop in front of me on my bed. I was listening to The Only Exception by Paramore. I found myself thinking about Camila again. I was thinking about how it felt when she hugged me earlier today. She wrapped her arms around my neck and rested her chin on my shoulder. And the way her breasts felt pressed against mine. The thought of it made my heart beat like crazy. And also how she said my name. When she said 'well hi Lauren' my heart died and went to heaven. I knew I needed to go to sleep I had to wake up fairly early tomorrow, so I put my laptop on the floor beside me and laid my head on my pillow. I drifted to sleep with a girl named Camila on my mind
