tw!! abuse and death
i lovr frank omg omg omg
okay this is something i always wanted to write soo please be nice about it!! i hope u enjoy this chapter!!<3 Also if there are any grammar mistakes im sorry im german and its like my second book tehgdjljgh.
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" Stop! Don't touch me!" i screamed. But Robert, my boyfriend, only grabbed my arm stronger. "Shut the fuck up you little bitch. If you don't bring me the pin i will fucking kill you." he took out some very sharp scissors. Some tears escaped my eyes. " I will never give it to you Robert. It's my mothers." " Do you want to starve to death? You little brat" he grabbed me by my hair this time. It hurts. It hurts a lot. But i knew that we needed the money. "Fine. I will get it. Just let me go"
I went to get my mothers hair pin. It was one of the only things she left for me before i ran away. It was a pretty sliver hair pin with a rubin in a shape of a little butterfly. I stared into the rubin.
'Y/n, please take this. Its my most precious item i own. I am giving it to you so you can always remember me even when i leave you or you leave me and to show you how important you are to me. I love you, y/n. I love you so much. I'm so sorry i never wanted you to live this life.. Please promise me that you will take care of it. Okay?' My Mother says. She handed me the pin. I took it and put it on my hair. 'Do i look pretty?' 'Yes you do, my dear." She smiled the brightest smile i have ever seen. ' You probably don't know how much you mean to me sweetie. You're only 5 years old. 'Mom can we go to the library?' 'yes, sweetheart!' But i need to tell you one thing-'
"what is taking you so long whore? just hurry up." I saw him putting the scissor on the shelf next to him and slowly walked to him. I looked at him and then gave it to him when he was doing his little victory shit i took the scissors and put them in my pockets. I stared at him till he looked back and i looked down as fast as i can. I was scared of him. He looked as he was about to grab me again so out of reflex i stabbed him in his throat. "blood.. so much blood.." whispered. I was in shook so the only think i did was take the pin, my phone and a jacket. I ran out of his house. I will never be able to see this house again.. it brings back so many bad memories. I put on my jacket while running down in the cold winter weather. I noticed people staring at me but i just ignored it. I went to the train station near the end of the city. I took at train without knowing where it was going to take me. My eyes went heavy and i then i shut down.
"Hello? are you alright?" i hear a voice talk to me. " yes i think so." was the only think i was able to say due the whole thing earlier. My hands where hurting from the coldness and i noticed it was almost 4am. Then i looked at the person who talked to me. He looked confused nothing more nothing less. Then i saw what a mess i were. My hair was tangled, my clothes were full of blood, i had eye bags and my knuckles and nose were red from the cold weather. "Are you sure? u don't look very good" he said i stared at him wordless. Why does he care? All the other people just ignored me. I simply nod. "where are you going to stop?" he said with a slightly concerned voice. I shrugged i really didn't know where i was going to go. "How about you come with me to my friends house? I'm sure he wouldn't mind. We could help you." Help me? what is he talking about?? " okay sure that is very nice of you" i shakily spoke. " We will have to exit the train in the next stop okay?" "okay.." i don't know why but i felt safe? I'm not sure but i think i can trust him.
It was time to go to his friends apartment. We didn't talk at all but i analyzed him. He has pretty hazel eyes, a lip piercing, dark brown almost black hair, he was a bit short but still taller then me and he had some tattoos. He seems very caring and chill i think he would be a nice guy to hang around with.
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Fanfictionidek just stupid shit that i write when im bored. (also frank looks so good in this pic im crying)