Live like You're Dying(UPDATE ON-HOLD)

Prologue

I took a deep breath and placed myself next to Aldin's bed. Parang tradisyon ko na yata ang huminga ng malalim bago gumawa ng isang bagay.

"Aldin Kim. Seriously? Hindi mo pa ba nakikita? How long are you gonna keep us waiting here like hopeless. Just wake up already! We badly need you Aldin, I need you Aldin. . . we need you. Dad is gone, mom is gone and my only crazy, stupid, annoying bestfriend who knows me in and out is gonee too? Alam kong naririnig mo ako Aldin, and everytime na nag-respond ka, then you would have removed down this sadness out of my face, stupid, annoying bestfriend who knows every part of my nerves is gone too? Alam kong alam mong naririnig mo ako and everytime na nag-respond ka, then you would have removed down this sadness out of my face and held unto me tight until I stopped crying. Alam kong gagawin mo 'yan, you always do. Do it again Aldin, just this time. I swear, I'll stop annoying my stupid bestfriend." tumawa ako ngmahina. "fine, fine . I'll try. Wala munan promises." I said holding back my tears.

"Alam mo, miss na miss na miss na talaga kita. Marami ng nangyari like so much! You are missing some of our great and memorable moments, it's time to wake up! Hanggang kailan mo ba 'to gagawin Aldin? Mag-tatatlong buwan na ! Tama na please. . .Alam ko na! You're the best, wonderful, amazing, charming or whatever you would want me to tell you. At this point, hindi ko muna iisipin

'yang oversized ego mo. Just please, Aldin come back! Come back to me. . .to us. . . You promised Aldin, you promise you would. Please my baby bunch, come back! I don't care if you're w/ Chelle or any other girl, ang kailangan ko lang ay ikaw, na humihinga, masaya, nang-aasar and annoying. I want my Aldin Kim back !Ibigay mo sa'kin 'yan and the world will be alright."

Hindi ko na maituloy. Tears are started rolling down. And now, the tears would just not stop. I love you Aldin. Please come back ! I said in my mind. Of courese, kung sasabihin ko sa kanya 'yun, it would just brought me into sadness. Chelle needs Aldin, Aldin loves Chelle. It's best for me to stay out of the picture.

Sino nga ba naman ako to come in between of them?

It's not like Aldin loves me or anything. He doesn't Lynz, He doesn't. You have to accept this fucking truth. He doesn't love you. He never will. Stop trying, stop hoping, stop it.