And so it starts, a growing feeling of emptiness as the day goes by. It reaches its peak nearer to the evening, consuming and eating at you. How can you feel numb but still be in so much pain. How can you not care, but cry yourself to sleep over the missing parts of you? How can you smile and laugh while you're dying inside? How can you pretend the people who are supposed to love you aren't abusing you...emotionally and physically? How can you act so confident when you tremble in His presence? How can you live?
It gets worse over the days you're locked in with them. School was an escape but now it's no longer an option. You're stuck.
Trapped .
You can't feel anymore..
