tea time in the galaxy | poetry

eunoia // song

 give all the hype that I never receive

give so much energy just to feel free

I know that it shouldn't mean so much to me

but I would like some validation please

tell me I'm pretty, tell me I'm sweet

I sometimes forget that I mean anything

and when I feel lovely, no one agrees

so somebody please tell me why

why I give more than I get

why I try to hard to fit

I'm giving so much and I think I might cry

and honestly sometimes I wish I could die~

maze, maze, maze in. my head

the thorns have cut me and I have bled

as I run through endless land of dead

starving now, I'm not kept fed

someone, someone, stop me, please

if I can't stop, I won't be free

oh hell, am I too needy?

oh gosh, I feel so greedy

of course I'll be there for you

there's nothing I wouldn't do

to keep you from being blue

how could I ever doubt us?

I mean, our level of trust

darling it's got a layer of dust

but I don't think it will be a bust

anyway, there's no need to rush

and I certainly won't make a fuss

you know I love you too much

so somebody please tell me why

why I give more than I get

why I try to hard to fit

I'm giving so much and I think I might cry

and honestly sometimes I wish I could die~

labyrinth, labyrinth in my mind

I tell everyone that I'm fine

I just wanna see the sunshine

but now, I'm completely blind

someone, someone help me please

if I'm left alone, I won't be free

my, my hands are bruised and bloody

scraped and crusted and muddy

my will to live begins to waver

my heart asks for a favor

just tell me, so I can be braver

tell me what I want to hear

because you only say these things

when you can see my fear

and you will know the joy it brings

to a dying, lonely soul

it can make me whole.