Why are you here? Did the universe send you here?Reader's POV
The wind was blowing outside, it wasn't raining right now tho, it's not that weird, this always happens. It was 2:17 AM, I wasn't that tired, but my head was starting to aches.
"..kid?" I heard a soft and tired voice coming from the door of my bedroom, I turn around and there he was: Bill Cipher.
"Yes Bill what's wrong?" I answered calmly to him, "Why are you awake?" "I wasn't tired tonight.", we stayed silent for at least one minute, then I spoke again: "Why are you here Bill? Do you need something?", Bill stayed silent for a few seconds, then he something came out of his mouth: "This human vessel doesn't resist that well to the cold, do you have something warm to give me?", Dammit I don't want to get up right now. I sighed: "Come here, it's pretty warm.", Bill looked over my bed then he looked back at me: "In the bed with you?" I looked at Bill with the 'yeah ??' face, "I mean, I don't care, so if you want to." then I grabbed my phone and I opened Instagram. A few seconds later I heard some steps, I looked over the door and I didn't see Bill there anymore, He probably went back to the living room.--------- TIME SKIP (4 hours later) ----------
I stayed up all night, it even started raining at 5 AM, and right now the sun just raised, so I decided that I should get up.
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I can't get up, it feels like chains, and this chains keep holding me still.
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I can't do this. Why I have to live another day in this awful planet?
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I have to make breakfast tho.
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I'm not hungry.
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But Bill will starve if I don't make breakfast.
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OK. Let's do this calmly, I don't have to work today so it's a good thing.Let's lift an arm for now.
I slowly lifted both my arms, good job.
I sighed and I tried to relax myself, Now I have to sit down.
I slowly, really slowly, tried to sit down trying to do my best.
After a five minutes I was standing up in front of my bed, I really did a good job.
I sighed really hard and then I started walking towards the kitchen ready to make breakfast, while I was walking I past by a mirror and I stopped there to look at my self. Fuck I hate my chest. Why I can't just to a top surgery? Oh right, I don't have enough money. Well money is made up and it's just a piece of paper, why it's so important? Ah yes, capitalism. Still I can't afford surgery. Well at least I'm not with my parents anymore. What if- My train of thoughts was interrupted by a familiar voice: "What the hell are you doing? It's 10 minutes you're standing there.", I looked at Bill with tired eyes "Nothing I was just thinking, why are you already awake?" "I don't know I just woke up." "Fair enough." I respond smiling, trying my best to ignore my thoughts, "What do you what for breakfast?" I asked Bill, Bill looked at me with a smirk: "Does human flesh c-" "No!" I started laughing, I know that he probably ate human flesh before, but I was sure enough that right now he was joking. I walked past him and I went to the kitchen ready to make breakfast.
It's so weird how a person can make the difference.
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Hi everyone! I hope you like this first chapter, the story how Bill and (Y/N) met will be explained in an other chapter. Stay hydrated and eat something <3 bye love u !
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