Fuck... I love my cousin. (TRUE)

Christmas day...

on Christmas day my family went over to my aunt's house, and honestly, it was the best day of my life... I spent most of the day with Levi. (: we hung out and messed around a lot. (not the way your thinking). I really was falling for him, and I felt so guilty for it. I mean, he was my cousin, and that's not right.... I hated knowing that he was my cousin, I honestly thought about just running away, changing my name and trying to be with him, but I knew it would never work because of our parents, and at the time I didn't know if he even felt the same way about me, and it was killing g me inside knowing that I felt this way, and he could just look at me as a cousin... I needed to go d a way to get over this stupid crush, so I made a horrible decision and started dating this guy , I regret it, and soo. ended it... but I never got over Levi...

his mom (Aunt Erika) had to go pick up her boyfriend (Darson) so Levi and I went with her. we wanted for a while, and listened to the radio, and Levi was listening to me singing and turned around and asked if I could sing... (his mom wasn't in the car)... I said yea, and we just left it at that, then we whet to the store, and he was sitting next to me, I was in the middle so we were close. And when Erika and Carson went in the store, it was just me and Levi in the car.... Levi started singing, it was so cute, I could tell he was trying to sound badly, but damn, it was to cute. I started laughing and he started smiling at me, and his smile just sent shock waves up my back.... it was crazy. after that, we never stopped hanging out, we were constantly talking or just sitting next to each other, besides a couple times...

God damn, that boy is perfection.