My heart has been shattered repeatedly and nobody knows.
I tried to drown all my feelings for him with the bottle of wine,
all it did was made me tipsy and remember all the good times that we had.
I am scared, so scared. Dark thoughts surround me every single day.
Every way I can think of is a plausible way to die, but I dare not do them
and I don't even know why.
Each day that had past made me realize how far I am from being back
in to your arms, for now they were holding another one.
Tell me, how can you move on and leave me behind?
