Fallen Hard (Completed )

//miscarriage //

Okay so lite thing... One i m having exams's till 30 that is why i am not gonna update regulary ...2) i m not forcing anyone the once who said they r not gonna read anymore Okay bye 

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He sighed and thanked god pari is asleep

He can not digest what happened shehnaaz is pregnant but it is not possible last time they did have sex was when BBB realised and it happened in September other wise they did not he sighed he hated where life have thrown them 

His transes of thoughts were broken when he heard shehnaaz phone ringing he pulled pari down secured  her too pillow

He took the phone and his blood boiled it was veer calling

He picked up the phone 

Hello , hello shehnaaz sun veer said

Heeeeloo hello hello sana kya hua VEER said again  not being getting anyreply

Hello sid replied in stern tone he was trying so hard not to do anything

Kon bolraha hai sana kaha hai veer asked

Uska pati sidharth answered in a monotone vein poping out of his body

peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

veer cut the call sidharth sighed he took a deep breath that's when shehnaaz entered in the room looking pale and exhausted sid anger flared again

Kiska call tha she asked sitting near the couch 

Tere hone wale bache ke baap ka he scoffed but realised this was not a taunt he looked back at shehnaaz but soon

TSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH

TSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHH

Shehnaaz slaped him twice she wiped her tears and looked him  with her red eye's

DO NOT BLODDY QUESTION MY CHARACTER AND LOVE FOR U she seethed she opened his mouth to fight back but she pulled her finger at him

Sidharth mereko nahe bolna tha tujhe kuch pakka hone se phele kyuke dono ko hurt hota hai per tu khud assume karleta hai worst cheez she said wiping her tear's

Ab sun chup chap she said looking dead onto his eye's from past two week's i m feeling nausea aisa jaisa pari ke time hua tha i found it weird because i gave birth abhe 7 mahine phele and i don't think ke it is possible to conceive . But i missed my periods too ... so i decided to take the test toh out of 6 3 were positive and 3 were negative

Mein dar gaye the sidharth mereko tujhe false hope nahe dene the because ik  how happy u were jab pari ke news aye the tereko nahe todhna tha shayad i know i am wronge i should have told u but i did't

I told mahi everything and she gave me her gynecologist number because hamare wale ms tara have shifted somewhere and u know hamare kabhre jaldi udhte hein mereko fan's ko bhe false hope nahe dene the. she cried

Toh mahi doc was Veer it was pure coincident 1 week mere body test huye hein sidharth pure i week and mene sachi mere bachi ko ignore nahe kiya wo mujhe laga ander bhe mera bacha hai ha todha biased hogaye the mein ander wale ke liye per do not say ke mene pari ko ignore kiya

dill rota hai sidharth veer was never in the picture aur tune itne gand soch le mere baare mein . 

he helped me through all and aaj subah mein rode kyuke concieve hua he tha miscarriage hogaya it happened 3 week after BBB realse but uss time pata nahe chala and uske after affect abhe huye isleye nahe bola mene sidhaarth she cried sitting down on the floor her head hurt too much

At this point of time he did not soak in anything he hated himself for bein such a bitch when she was going  through so much mentally emotinally and phusically . He suspected his wife his love and they lost a child maybe the child of still a fetus but it still was their own.

He wanted to give her a tight hug say sorry to her but he did not had courage too

Sana i-- i am to low to say even sorry i-

Rehende she mutered 

He wiped his tears looked up seeing pari trying to sit up and screeched seeing sana

Mera bacha sana smiled her heart hurt's with whatever sidharth said she needed alone time she took giggling pari to her hand who was so happy seeing her mom she creased her white chubby cheeks kissed her took baby bag on her other shoulder took car's keys and moved out

Shehnaaz Sheeenaaz kaha jarahe hein baby sun toh le he screamed wiping his tears running behind her

Baaz ke yaha shaam ko anna pari ko lejana uske bina iknow u will not sleep she said slamming main gate onto his face

Uggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh why he gotta be like that he could have talked simply he puched the door and sat leaning the wall

He hated himself right now

paaapppaaa pari asked looking back at the door 

sana smiled mere puttu mumma ke pari baaz mama pass jayenge okay papa raat mein ayenge she said waiting for lift smothering her face with kisses

Baaaaaa pari said looking at sana

sana never knew what this little girl understood but she made her smile admist the storm

Haaa mera puttu 

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So sana side is out !!!!!!

loves jayde

Q. sana manegi sid se ab ?

q. wAS SIDHARTH WRONG