How do I know when it is over?
My fingers are shaking and my breaths are shallow, but do I keep moving forward with you?
I love you with all of my being, but I am hurt.
My heart feels as if it's being put through a paper shredder.
My body is craving your touch.
My mind is at a war.
Stay with me.
Just a little bit longer.
Even if our stars aren't aligned and we are only slowly killing each other.
Just lay with me.
I can't end this just yet.
I do not have the strength to separate myself from you.
Actually...
It's not that I don't have the strength....
I do not have the will.
You drive me crazy.
But I can't help but to relish in you being mine.
I need to ask myself for forgiveness.
Because I keep setting myself up knowing I will end in a puddle of my own tears.
But right now...
It's worth it.
Because I don't know when to call it quits.
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My Heart is Crying
PoetryLittle snippets of thoughts and feelings of difficult personal times. Hoping to connect to others and show that you are not alone in tough times. I have felt pain as well. We can get through this.
