New beginnings [Sans X Male Human] Discontinued

Perrilous Fall Part 3

Throughout the night, I was constantly kept awake by these nightmares of death and pain, the vivid imagery of my lil brother and I never re-uniting. The thought that I may never get back to the surface. The fear that everything Toriel informed me on may come to pass, that the mighty Asgore may try and collect my soul to break through. The air was cold and dank, the visions of the caverns coming back, the flower

Y/n
[Sweating and turning in bed]
"No...please...don't abandon me brother...no..let go of him, he's innocent, my soul should be taken...no ahhh"

Toriel
[Comes rushing into the room, her caring presence soothing my soul]
"Young one, are you ok?"

Y/n
[Sobbing and sweating]
"I...I don't kno...Im scared"

Toriel
[Holds me in her arms, caressing my hair and humming into my ears]
"Shoosh now, every thing will be ok, you're safe now."

I start to slowly drift off, my soul becoming calm and surene like the calm before a war. But the war this time isn't physical but instead it's the mental hurdles inside my mind. I promptly fall back into my slumber, with the hours passing, I felt more discontent as the night went on, encapsulated in the warmth of the bed, I came to the resolution that tommorow. I will need to leave the ruins. And seek passage to somewhere greater. I don't want to hurt Toriel's feelings but I need to let her know that I'm no young one, that I can't subject her to the pain abs suffering I have endured.

Unbeknownst to me....
Toriel
[I left a warm slice of butterscotch pie on a plate for y/n. Hopefully this will warm his soul in the morning]

Morning
I was brought around by the fresh scent of something. I erratically opened my eyes, wiping off last night's trauma, I then continued to pick my body up. Which still wished to be in slumber mode. I could hear the sound of Toriel shuffling around, in which I smiled softly before putting on my normal clothes and clean myself up. I then took the liberty of packing the b-scotch pie in my bag , grabbing my new phone which had been charging that whole night.

Eventually, I emerged from my lodging to discover a table beset with food, I couldn't explain the feeling of giddiness that plastered my face, along with my stomach which had been roaring for food. I timidly approached the neighbouring chair and sat down. Toriel joined in on the festivity

Toriel
"So young one, I hope that I wasn't to motherly or anything last night. I know we have only just met and all. Anyway, tuck in, that food won't finish itself"

Y/n
[Filled with this weird feeling of determination, I decided to tuck in]
"Mmm ....Toriel .... This is so gooood"

Toriel
"I'm glad it is, you know. It's quite re-assuring to know that someone else is here except for me. The ruins get really lonely"

At this point, I was still face heavy into my breakfast, but I managed to beam a face of sympathy. I never really had any one that treated me with so much respect, so much humility. At this point, I had been surviving on will power alone. If it weren't for Toriel. Id be dead.

Grim thoughts aside , the scent of the fresh eggs and bacon were to enticing for me not to pay all my attention.

My piggish form was picked up by Toriel who decided that breakfast time was now over. That instead, I could tend to cleaning my room. While she tended to the clean up. I caught onto this, savouring the last of the mighty banquet before my gluttony could get the hold of me.

Hour later

Toriel had just messaged me asking whether I had finished tending to my room, in which I responded with a positive emoji. I begged for a simpler time where I could live like this, but through unfortunate circumstances , I knew my path had to diverge. So In confidence , I grabbed my belongings and headed towards Toriel. I then sternly enquired