That's the past//Tayler Holder

Kiss (6)

I woke up and yawned. Tayler was still asleep. He looks so cute while sleeping without knowing a smile came on my face.

No Madi he's not cute he's your ex... wait do I like him. No you can't li-.

I was interrupted by my thoughts when I heard a tired Tayler ask "Madi Madi are you okay". "Um yes..yeah" I said. We got eye contact. We just looked at each other. No one said anything. He looked at my lips and began to slowly get closer to me.

Now he was really close and I could feel butterflies in my stomach. He was about to kiss me, but I turned my head to the side.

I don't know I just couldn't kiss him. Just not yet.

"I- um sorry Tayler I need to go now" I was on my way out the door. Why do you think? This is awkward now.

But then Tayler got up and grabbed my hand. "Sorry Madi. I don't know what I was thinking. I'm sorry" He said to me. "It's okay" was the only thing I could say. What should i else have said?

"I should go" I said cause it just felt like the right thing. "Oh um yeah" Tayler just said kinda of awkwardly.

I opened the door and went downstairs. The time was 11 am. When I came downstairs Olivia was there.

"Have you ate yet?" She asked me. "Nope" I just answered. "Okay good let's make some food then" she said and smiled. We just decided to make pancakes. We ate and after we ate. We went upstairs to Olivia's room.

We sat on her bed. I looked at her and then began talking "Liv?" I asked. "Yeah what's up?" She said to me. "I need to talk to you about something important" I told her. "Okay spill it".

"So what's the tea about?" She asked me curious. I looked at her in the eyes and said "Tayler". She also looked at me and then said "Okay what is it with Tayler?".

"So um ha okay how do I say this. So me and Tayler fell asleep yesterday in his room and this morning he tried to kiss me, but I turned my head the other way" I said very quickly and just wanted out as fast as possible.

"Wait Madi do you have feelings for Tayler?" Olivia asked me. "To be honest I don't know or I think I like him I'm just scared-" I said, but couldn't finish my sentence because Olivia interrupted me.

"I know you're scared if he would hurt you again am I right" Olivia said and began smiling cause she knew she was right. I just nodded yes nothing else.

Tayler's POV

Madi went downstairs. Not gonna lie it was kinda of awkward now. Waited some time and just layed in bed. Finally I heard her and Olivia go upstairs.

Now I went downstairs. I made some food and after I ate. I went upstairs to Nate's room.

I opened the door to his room and said "what's up man". I walked inside. "What's up bro" when he said that I was already sitting in his gamer chair. While he was sitting on his bed.

"So what's going on with you and Madi?" Nate said while smiling to me. "Nothing" I said. "NOTHING?. Come on she's sleeping in your room all the time. You're together 24/7" Nate said.

"Okay okay I like Madi, but she doesn't like me back. I said and tired not to look sad about it. "And how do you know that?" He then said.

"I literally tired to kiss her this morning, but she just turned her head to the side" I said and still looked down.

"Try to tell her how you feel about her instead okay?" Nate told me. "Okay" was the only thing i said. I didn't know what else to say than that.

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Chapter 5 is done

EDITED