Oneshots//

Free// Taekook

In a park somewhere in Seoul, sat a blonde boy with a brown-haired one.

"So, how was your day?"
 The blonde boy; with a voice low as the ocean floor asks.

 "It was okay, I guess."
 A boy with brown hair; with a voice so angelic, sat down properly and answered.

 "Anything new or exciting happen?"

 "There's this new guy named Namjoon, he has green hair, wears glasses, tall. He's pretty smart too."

 The blonde boy named Taehyung nodded as a response, slightly shivering from the cold air of the night. 

 "Hey, wanna sing with me?"

 "You got your guitar with you?"

 The boy with a voice so angelic; Jungkook smiled, and pulled out his guitar of which his dad gifted to him 5 years ago.

 "Of course."Taehyung smiled and started singing, while Jungkook started strumming.

 "One day I wrote a long, long letter to the moon. It would not be brighter than you, But I lit a small candle"The blonde sang as he gazed upon the moon, which's shining ever so brightly.

 "At a dusky park, A nameless bird that sings Where are you Oh you, Why are you crying You and I are the only ones here Me and you, Oh you"

 "Following into the deep night, The sound of you singing, Brings the red morning A step, and another step. The dawn passes And when that moon falls asleep, The blue shade that stayed with me disappears"

 The latter stared at the blonde, smiling as he continued to strum his guitar.

 "Even today, I live moderately, I walk in pace, moderately wearing down The sun suffocates me And the world strips me naked I can't help it, there's no other way"

 Jungkook starts singing.

 "I collect myself that's shattered beneath the moonlight, I call you moonchild. We are the children of the moon, I breathe the cold night air, Yes we're livin' and dyin' At the same time. But you can open your eyes for now"

 The two continued to sing until the song ended. They started chatting and laughing, sharing stories and such.

 "You should start talking to this Namjoon guy, he seems nice."Jungkook turned his head towards the latter with an eyebrow raised.

 "I just met him today"

 "Exactly, you should get to know him already. Besides, you need to set me free. Forget about me."Though the last two sentences were almost inaudible as they were muttered, Jungkook heard what the elder said.

A mix of shock and pain was painted on his face.

 "What are you saying, Tae...?" Jungkook looked down, tears starting to form in his eyes.

 "You should forget me, it's been 2 years. You deserve to be free, to love without anything holding you back."The latter answered, attempting to not let his tears fall.

 "I-i can't, I can't just f-forget about you..."Jungkook turned his head towards Taehyung, failing to not let his tears fall.

 "Kook... It's been t-two years, p-please set yourself free. Don't lock yourself up in misery, in pain, it wasn't your fault. So please, s-stop drowning yourself in sadness, s-smile for me, be h-happy for me, love others, and most importantly...love yourself."Taehyung was choking on his own words.

 "I-I can't, Tae. I just- I can't..."

 "Y-you can... Trust me, you can"

 "H-how? How am I supposed to do all of this... All of that... Without you-"

 "Y-you can do it, please. Even without me, you can do it, you can be happy without me, you can smile without me, you can love... Even if it's not with me-"

 "T-taehyung, I can't love anyone else other than you-"

 "Y-you can. You'll learn how to, you'll learn how to live your life without me. Someday, any day, may it be tomorrow or the next, you'll meet someone, someone you'll learn to love,  someone who'll teach you how to love yourself."

 Jungkook nodded as a response, he was in pain.

 "Goodbye my teddy bear, I love you." Taehyung wiped Jungkook's tears and slowly, he faded into the night.

Jungkook cried harder... The love of his life died 2 years ago in a car accident.

2 years ago:

"Who was she?"

Jungkook was on the verge of tears, he saw his 4 year-long boyfriend in a cafe with a girl earlier.

"What're you talking about, Teddy bear?"

"Don't act dumb, I saw you...with a girl in the cafe we used to go to."

"She's just a friend."

"JUST A FRIEND? AND WHAT? NEXT THING I FIND OUT IS THAT YOU GOT HER PREGNANT?"

Jungkook felt betrayed, yeah he may or may not be overreacting but the kid has trust issues.

"Jungkook, I can't do this today. Please, I'm really tired." Taehyung tried to sound as calm as he can, he was hurt as his boyfriend was accusing him of cheating. The girl he was with was his classmate whom he was partnered up with for a project.

"OH, SO YOU ARE CHEATING ON ME?"

"I'M NOT CHEATING ON YOU! FOR FUCKS SAKE, DO YOU NOT TRUST ME?.

"L-look, I know you have trust issues and shit...but please, I'm your boyfriend Kook. I- ugh"

The older smashed a vase onto the wall as the younger remained quiet.

'I fucked up...'

he thought, why does he have to ruin everything? 

after a week.

taehyung still hasn't come back, Jungkook was starting to get worried.

*ring ring ring*

"Hello? who's this?"

Jungkook answered the phone.

"Hello? is this Mr. Jeon Jungkook?"

"Yes, who's this?"

"Ah, I'm Sowon. I am displeased to tell you that Mr. KIm Taehyung died earlier at 5:12 am from a car accident."

The phone fell from his grasp out of shock.

Back to the present:

Pain.

That's what he felt. 

But Taehyung was right.

He shouldn't lock himself up in pain, in sadness. He had to move on, like how Taehyung has. He knows he has to move on, he knows he should let himself free. Now all he has to do is to learn how to.

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 A boy with green hair and glasses saw a brown-haired boy crying and out of worry, he approached him.

 "Hey... You okay?"He offers a blue handkerchief to the boy, the latter looked up and The Green haired boy realized who it was.

 "N-namjoon?"

 His co-worker, Jungkook.

 "Yeah... I uh saw someone crying and I was worried so I went to them, I didn't realize it was you..."

 "Oh, okay..."Namjoon once again offers his handkerchief to Jungkook and the latter accepted it.

 "So... Wanna talk about it?"

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 A chapter has ended, but a new one has just begun.

//Word count: 1095