My Cold Love

My Cold Love || #6

* Its been four months.
Four months since i have been rapped.
For months since I have left jimin's house.
Four months since I have found my place in his heart, which is nowhere....
Four months since I came back to my house. Everything is simple and usual. It feels like I am again in my old life.
Except for one, That day really changed me. I am frightened. Nightmares are daily thing. Every night i woke up feeling thristy and stressed due to bad dream, in which 5 boys rapped me.
But one thing is good, those boys are finally behind bars. 1 month ago police arrested them and now they are in jail.
I am taking medical treatment to treat my anxiety and nightmare problem. Though it isn't working that much but still, something is better than nothing.
Oh.....One more.
Jimin......
He called me once in these 4 months. But i dont want to listen his voice, so i didn't picked up. And after that time, he never called me again.
I know that he always wanted me to leave, so finally I am out.
I am no more interested in any of his belongings. I am his wife officially, but this time, nothing more than that.*

* I am in the supermarket shopping some groceries.
I am almost done, so i headed towards the counter to pay. I was walking their, with that, I took my wallet and about to take money when I bumped into someone.
My grocery bag and wallet fall down and with a gasp i looked at the person.
My eyes widen in shock, I stare at the man in front of me, he also looked at me with same shock and surprise. His lips were parted because of shock, he was looking deep in my eyes. He kneeld down and hand me my grocery bag and wallet. I was still super shocked, surprised, unexpected. I took my things from his hand.
It can't be......
How can he be here?
Its him.
Its......
Taehyung.
Love of my life......
Correction....'past' love of my life.
Noone said any thing, i guess he was same shocked from seeing me all of a sudden after 2 years and some months.*
* Seeing him is hard in a kind. All his memories which i had already forgotten, started revolving in my mind, giving me reminder of painful waitings and hurtful time.
My eyes started getting teary, my blood rushed to my cheeks. I was sweating.
My hands started shaking. My breathe is hard to catch.
God this anxiety.....
I turned around to leave the place.*
Taehyung:
Y/N.
* I stopped in my track. Still facing my back to him. I didn't move nor said any thing.
And then he came in front of me.*
Taehyung:
Y/N.....You.....You are here!!!
* I dont know what happened exactly, but i was chocked on my own saliva. My mouth was all dry, and eyes can't help but started raining.
I started running from there, running away from him. I finally reached parking area and was about to open my car door.
Suddenly i felt a arm stopping me to go anyfurther. I looked back. It was him.
He was holding my wrist tightly. Not wanting to let me go.
His eyes were also teary, he also was in some pain. But what, he left me, isn't it....
We were looking at each other.
And suddenly he hugged me. That hug which i have missed so much, which i have wanted so much.
My hands move to hug him back but then I pushed him harshly away from me.
He looked at me in shock and disbelief. Their was a sadness in his eyes, seeing that, I can't help but felt bad.*
Taehyung:
Where were you???
* Ohh really. I looked at him in a sarcastic way. I gathered all my courage and finally spoke.*
Y/N:
I am here only. It was you who suddenly disappeared.
Taehyung:
I disappeared......baby....I am waiting for you, since 2 years.
* Listening this word baby from him used to give me so much tickles and blush but now I felt nothing.
I chuckled.*
Y/N:
You waited for me. So you decided to move London, changed you phone number, deactivated all your social media, didn't came back to Seoul for 2 years and you are saying that I was the one who disappeared.
* I chuckled sarcastically.*
Taehyung:
Yes....I did all this but do you know the actual reason behind it.
Y/N:
No....I don't know. And I don't want to know.
* I turned around to get in my car. But he again stopped me and turned me around.*
Taehyung:
You need to listen....
* He paused for a second and started speaking.*
Taehyung:
I went for my graduation in abroad. At the day of my graduation, someone stole my phone. I searched for it so much, but I couldn't find it. Then one of my friend told me to deactivate my social media and my phone number, so that, that thief couldn't take any advantage of my belongings. I did the same. I didn't remembered anyone's phone number except my brother. He was in Seoul for one day, so I called him and told him to write a letter to you. He wrote whatever I said and he gave that letter to your maid, who was in front of your house that day. I waited for your reply for that letter, but you never replied. Now tell me who disappeared.
* I looked at him totally confused and frowned. Which letter he is talking about??*
Y/N:
You sent me a letter! Your brother handed it to my maid! What letter are you talking about I didn't get any letter.
* He didn't answered me and continued speaking.*
Taehyung:
I always wanted to come back but I was really very busy because my company was new and everything was meant to settle.
I came back finally a week before and I was about to approach you when one of your friend told me that......
* He closed his eyes tight and looked down. He clenched his fist.*
Taehyung:
That you are married now.
* His reaction was very sad.*
Y/N:
Yes, I am married now.....But you tell me what was in that letter??
Taehyung:
That doesn't matter now.
Y/N:
Tae.......
Taehyung:
So, your husband.....He loves you.
* I looked at him on his sudden question. His face was blank and their was sadness in his eyes.*
Y/N:
It's already very late. I should go now.
* I turned around and quickly get into my car, before he can stop me again. I started my car and drove to my house. I looked at him from side mirror. He was looking at my car only. I again shift my attention to the road.*

* What letter is he taking about?? My maid never gave me any letter??
I always wanted to meet him, and want to know the reason behind leaving me. But now when he finally came, I can't help but fell more and more sad and disappointed.
Life turned so much, now I can't change anything.
He finally came, but his arrival is not good in some way.*

* To Be Continued*