Tubbo: I wanna show her my bees 🐝 ♥️

Chapter 9!

Haileys POV:

After school I went back home and as soon as I entered I blocked my ears
My mom and my eldest brother were in a fight.
This happened a lot. I went up stairs and started crying.
I know it wasn't a big deal but I was tired
I was so tired. So exauhsted.

I called tubbo

TRIGGER WARNING ANXIETY ATTACK ⚠️
"Hey?"
"Hey uhh it's Hailey I just wanted to hear your voice"
"Oh ofc it's nice hearing your voice too, is everything ok?"
"Yeah I'm fine, thanks for picking up" the pressure on my chest increased
"No proble-"
I hung up and starting panicking
"Breathe breathe breath"
I started sobbing, please no
Please stop

Please. I can't breathe.
I felt his hands again.
God I hated his hands.
They would grab at my arms and push me down.
He would kick me
No no no. Stop. Breathe
I felt my scars on my ribs
"Stop please, don't, please I wanna live"

My phone lit up and tubbo was calling me
I declined, he can't see me like this
He'd hate me.

He kept calling me and eventually I picked up
Answering with my shaky voice
"H...hey...uhh"
I sobbed and I was for sure he heard me.
"Hey breathe, breathe, do you want me to come over?" He answered in his sweet voice.
"Uhh...no...no it's fine..actually wait wait please come over, I can't breathe"
"Im running over rn"
"Please don't hang up"
"I won't, I won't, hey when do you wanna come over tomorrow?"
"Uhm uhh" I was shaking
"I was thinking maybe at like 4? Would you like that?"
"Uhh yeah yeah I would"
"Ok uhh so remember how you roasted that girl? I thought that was so hot"
I laughed wiping my tears
"Uhh thanks tubbo"
He chuckles

TRIGGER WARNING OVER ⚠️

I hear the door downstairs opening and I hear him explaining to my mom that he's a friend and we were going to hangout, she pointed him to my room and I saw him enter my room.
He runs over
"Hey hey, it's ok"
He pulls me onto his lap and holds me tightly as I cry into his hoodie.
"Hey I had a pretty good day at school today"
I laugh, Ik he's trying to distract me and it does help
"Yeah?"
"Yeah well the first part was boring but then I saw this beautiful girl at the end of the school"
"Was she really pretty?"
"Oh hell yeah, this girl was a GODDESS"
I smiled, feeling content.
He rubbed circles in my back and said comforting words until I fell asleep.