Decisions: Ashley's Side

Chapter 1

Despite having the white drapes blocking the sunlight, Ashley felt herself groggily waking up. Slowly rising up, she began to wipe her eyes off. Brushing her backside length dark brown hair, she contemplated going back to sleep. Reaching for her light blue and cartoonish cloud cover phone, she checked the time. It showed 10am, which was still quite early for her on this Tuesday morning.

As she shifted her legs, she was reminded by a soggy diaper around her waist. She knew she didn't go the night before, so she had another night time accident. She slid a finger down her waist to check just how wet she was.

After feeling her light blue diaper, she found the diaper quite soaked. This meant she probably should get up rather than risk soaking through her diaper again if she went back to sleep.

Then the thought occurred to her if she needed to pee. As like most mornings for her, she would need to go. She wasn't sure if the diaper would be able to hold another wetting, nor if she wanted to go without her sister Melina being present. But despite her thoughts on wetting again, she didn't feel the urge to go. This however did cause her to have thoughts about the previous day and for what could happen next.

This really is so strange. There was no way in knowing this could have happened. Wetting the bed, and having to wear diapers. At first, I was so scared that I wet the bed but Melina really does have magic to make me feel better. I still don't think it is right that a girl my age should be wetting the bed, but I feel better about it at least. Ashley slightly tugged the waist of her pajama pants to peek at her diaper. I didn't like the idea of having to wear one at night. But at the same time, I knew that if I were to wet the bed I should probably wear protection at least. Melina really is kind to have accepted the proposal I made. There's no way a girl of her age would even think about wearing a diaper. I only thought of that plan because no matter how embarrassing or weird something may be, as long as Melina is also with me I can relax and smile.

She drifted her head towards the white ceiling, releasing the waist she tugged at. This isn't the first time she's done something like this either. There have been many occasions where she would stoop down to my level just so we all could have fun. I can remember the first time quite well. I was six and always enjoyed having tea parties and pretend princesses even though I spent the events alone when mother was busy. She was having her best friend over and were doing something ten year olds would do. Ashley didn't remember exactly what her sister did when she was ten, but she faintly knew it was somewhat a common thing. But she looked at me. Ashley started to tear up from the memory. Then she came over and said would it be alright for her friend and her to join me. They didn't care that what I was doing was rather childish but participated anyways. My sister and I were both beautiful princesses that day, and her best friend Lisa was a wonderful caretaker. Even though they didn't need to stoop so low for me, they still ended up with a smile at the end. And ever since then, Melina has been continuing to stoop low to participate with me. Or even sacrifice herself to save me, like when Mom goes on her baby talks. I'd leave the room since I couldn't take hearing it, while she would take it all in to spare me.

This is why I have wished to at least let me be able to do the same for her. But no matter what I seem to do, it doesn't work. That's why when she strangely was thinking about accepting Mom's idea for wearing diapers during the day, I knew that I shouldn't judge her but help her. And that's how I came up with the idea of wearing one with her. She's already made the sacrifice to wear one during the night for my sake, I might as well for her. I don't care about how embarrassing or strange or even bizarre the situation is, as long as I am with my sister I know I can find a way to smile through.