Trust Issues

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Addison's POV
After a long day of more photoshoots and meetings, i get home. It was about 10 and Mads and Jaden were gone out so only bryce was home, as of what Mads told me. I go inside and see no one there. I go upstairs since Bryce was probably in our room. A girls voice? "Bryce?" I say knocking on the door since it was closed. "Bryce?" I say a bit louder. Everything goes silent. I hear the door downstairs open and I hear Jaden and Mads. "Bryce!" I say louder. "Bryce unlock the door!" I say with tears filling my eyes, hoping what I think was happening wasn't happening. I unlock the door with my nail and open the door to see Sydney and Bryce together, kissing with Sydney on top of him. Tears fall down my face. "Why! Why bryce, why?!" I whisper, since words weren't coming out my mouth. "Whats going on here?!" Mads says wrapping a arm around my shoulder. "Addison please listen" he says. "What is there to tell her Bryce? Tell her that u love me and u don't love her" Sydney says. "Wtf r u saying?!" Bryce says pushing her off him. He runs over to me. "Please Addison! Listen!" He says. "U said u trusted me, just listen! Please" he says. "First of all kick that bitch out" mads says. "Im not a bitch" Sydney says. "What r u then? A slut?" Mads says. "UGH BYE BRYCE DONT COME TO ME NEXT TIME" she says storming out. "I DIDN'T EVEN COME TO U" he yells. "Bryce what was that?! Did the promises, the kiss, and my feelings not mean anything?" I ask. "Stop crying please" he says wiping my face. "I'll go, u guys figure it out" mads says leaving. "Let me explain" he says. "Not right now.. I'm fed up" i say walking into the room, past him. "Of what?" He asks. "I dont wanna talk about it" i say. "Please change the sheets" i say. "Why?" He asks. "Im sleeping here and im not sleeping on sheets u and that bitch did whatever u did on this bed" i say. "We didn't do anything but okay" he says. "Im sorry" he says. I ignore him. "Thank u" i say after he changes the sheets. I go on my phone after laying down on the bed. Why do people do this to me. Break my trust. If he doesn't have a good reason for this.... He turns the light off and turns the LEDs on, like always. White, like i liked. "Addi" he says. As bad as I wanted to answer, i tried not to. "Hm" i say. I didn't have control over it, i just couldn't ignore him. "Im sorry" he says holding my face. "U promised me u won't hurt me.. then why" i say with tears welling up my eyes. "I didn't kiss her. I didn't kiss back, i promise" he says looking me in the eye. "Why did she do that" i say. "She's problematic and is known for being like that" he says. "So what happened with u.. when u were dating Elle......" i say. "Yes, i promise it was nothing. "She started that right when she heard the door open when u came" he says. "R u sure?" I ask holding his face. "I'm sure, i promise. Its gonna be on tiktok room, its gonna be in places, but i want u to know, that i love u and thats it. I love u and only u. No girls ever caught my eye like u do. Please believe me." he says. His words made me believe him. Why would he lie looking into my eyes? "I believe u bryce its just that... i have trust issues, not just with u, but in general. I don't know how to trust someone when someone broke it so badly. I trust u. I don't have anyone in my life except of u. Ur my everything" i say. "I promise i'll respect that. I won't hurt u, but if things like this happen, i want u to trust me" he says. "Im sorry for this" i say. "Its okay, we'll figure it out tomorrow" he says.
Trust him, trust him not? But i love him...