For youII Ksj.short

10.

Y/N.

No

Wake up!!

Are you ok??

I faffed with papers as I admitted Y/N into a hospital .

But the doctor didn't even wait.

"Mr , she came here only last week , she is incurable and yet she's trying hard to live". He said in a soft voice .

She told me she was living just for one person by the name

Kim Seok Jin

Everyday she would come and tell us how amazing you were , and we were surprised as people with CDJ forget a lot of memories , we tried asking about other things but all she could remember..

was you , sir .

From what I've seen you've played a special part in her life . But I'm sorry to say...

"Please , I know what you're going to say , can I just see her please"?.

he knew it

Y/N was gone .

He didn't know what to say or do .

He just ran to her room as fast as he could .

Shaking of fear and grief , he opened the door .

Her heartbeat about to disappear .

Y/N , Y/N !! he yelled . I know you're there!.

He touched her cold , grim face .

he heard her say in the faintest , weakest voice he ever heard .

"For you , all for you jin .

And that's when Y/N 's world blacked out .

It was the last time she ever saw what meant to her the most .

It was the last time she saw someone that cared and loved for her .

It was the last time she would hear the voice of her favourite person .

It was the last time she would see tears , smiles and pain .

It was the last time she would have to wake up to medicine and pills .

It was the last time she would see her world .

Kim seok jin .

Jin didn't even think , he fell to the floor still cupping Y/n by his hand .

A hospital was sure a gloomy place to see his love for the last time .

Y/n I love you and I'll always love you , no matter what .

He couldn't hold back his tears anymore as he cried clutching the blanket Y/N was wrapped in as tightly as he could .

Her soft skin is what gave him comfort and soon it would be gone .

Knees on the floor seokjin noticed a bunch of notes under the table .

Those were the same notes he say on the fridge the other day... and one special letter

he picked up the special letter , This time he read it with all his care.

Dear Seokjin

Know that , I had reasons .

Reason's that would hurt you .

Reasons , I wanted to keep to myself .

Just know , out of all the people I've forgotten , I'll never forget you .

Reasons I kept from you .

To make life easier for you .

don't disappoint me.

don't cry for me.

Be happy , knowing that a burden left you .

Be happy , you don't need to deal with me anymore.

And know that , I loved you more than the word love can hold.

~Y/N

He tugged onto the blanket even tighter now , wiping his tears on Y/N's lifeless lap , y/n..he whispered until he realised how lost for words he was .

Wispering painfully "I love you Y/N I'm sorry" I'm sorry I couldn't give you what you deserve while you were there

He slapped himself hard , blaming himself for his carelessness

He held Y/N's hand tight as he picked up the sticky note .

and then he finally understood ,

what Y/n was trying to say .

If you feel down , know that

when the rain wipes your tears

instead of me

when the stars

Loom over the sky .

Know that ,

I tried to stay for you

but

I left for you too , so you can move on.

*・゜・*:.。.*.。.:*・☆・゜・*:.。.*.。.:*・☆・゜・*:.。.*.。.:*・☆・゜・*:.。.:*・☆・゜・*:.。.*.。.:*・゜・*

A/N - I know this story is lame and trash , but thank you for reading ,I don;t really expect much as I wrote this quickly , but thank you for taking your time to read <33