Rumors

Free -28

Today I go back to the public. I'm going to do some radio interviews and then go and record a little. It's been so nice being away from the public. There's not tons of rumors flying around me making me feel small. I've had time to think about things. Like the fact that I really do want to be with Harry for Infinity.

**Interview on the radio**

"Hello, Cara," The man said into the mic.

"Hi," I said lively with a warm smile.

"So there has been some rumors going around," I swallowed hard when he said that. I hadn't been reading any of them. Harry wouldn't let me. There must have been some pretty bad ones. "Some of them saying that you were in rehab for drugs."

"Oh my!" I laughed a little at the thought of me doing drugs. I did drugs once and I didn't like it too much. "No. I've just been at home making some new music," That wasn't really a lie. But it wasn't completely the truth either.

"Well I'm glad we cleared that up. Now what about this rumor that Harry and you eloped?" He kept asking as if he didn't believe me when I said I stayed at home.

"No." I said simply. I never really thought about Harry and I getting married. It wouldn't be the worst thing, but I don't know if that will ever happen.

"Okay, now about these new songs," The guy went on and on with loads on invading questions as per usual. He seemed like a robot in a way. I couldn't think of how he would look in all silver.

I left the station and let out a sigh. This was going to be harder than I thought. In a way I miss being a nobody. I miss waking up, watching crappy movies, and thinking about what the music industry was like. I got in a cab that drove me to the studio. I put in my headphones and listened to some music on the way. I arrived to the studio and it felt like home. It embraced me with a welcome energy without even steeping foot into it.

I walked in and saw Ken, my now promoted producer. He had a beaming smile upon his face. It had been ages since I've seen him. I almost forgot what he looked like. Anne was there too. She wanted to check up on me. She knows I'm doing well, but she's like the mother I never had.

I steeped up to the mic and waited for the sound engineer to give me the go ahead. Once he did, I started singing, "Feels like I'm loosing my way, and I know I'll have time to pay. But now I'm falling down, and I'm so lost in this town. And I watch my world spin by. So tell me if anyone can hear me? Can anyone hear me? Can you save me from drowning in the sea? The sea I've built for myself. Can you be the one to save me? Could you be the key?"

We wrapped the song up and Ken wanted me to do a song on the piano. I sat down and smiled. I started playing "Infinity". As soon as I sung it everyone was really quiet. Not like I could hear them within the ISO, but I could see them in the booth just starring at me. Everyone really likes my sentimental songs. I decided that I'm doing an acoustic album. I want it to be as big as any of these other album out here, but I want it to be real. Not some 808 beat made with a laptop. I want this album to reflect my year. Every up and down. Every break up and make up. Every tear I had shed. I want to sing about things that make me feel the most not just make me simply feel. I want people to listen to this album and understand the pain. I want them to hear how I'm feeling. "Infinity" made me have this epiphany. I wanted to be truly proud of this album. I wouldn't care if no one listened to it because it would be me. Made by me. If people don't like it then that's okay, because this album is going to me truly me. Not what management wants.

I told Anne what I thought and she loved it. Ken loved it because it would be me and instruments so he wouldn't have to add on any other sounds to the songs. They were as excited about it as I was. I couldn't help but be so happy. I haven't been this happy in a while. I felt so free.

I picked up my guitar and just started singing a song right there. "So what would you say

If for just one day

You and I could be free

With no need to flee

If we could only be free

I know you will never believe

That one day we could be free

But you bring out the best of me

And I bring out the best in you

If we could only be free

So what would you say

If for just one day

You and I could be free

With no need to flee

If we could only be free

Just you and me." I stopped as the song ended. I couldn't help but smile. I know one day Harry and I will be free. It's just a matter of time. I looked over at Ken who was smiling at me and gave me a thumbs up once he saw I was looking at him.

I left the studio with Ken. Once I was getting in a cab with Ken the photo's snapped. Harry will kill me. This is why I love the studio. I'm just there and I feel so amazing. Then I come back to reality and everyone wants to know what I'm doing. I want to go to Hawaii and just be me. Maybe I can be free another day. As free as a bird in the cotton candy sunset.

***HARRY INTERVIEW***(I never do Harry's pov, but I really wanted to do this just once. Maybe more if you like it. It's up to you)

"So, what was your first imprestion of Cara?" The lady politely asked.

"I thought 'I'd never seen a girl who was so taken away by the wind'. I still think that to this day," I smiled at the thought. Cara was just so stubbern and had a mind of her own, and that's what made me fall deeply in love with her.

"What do you mean by that?" She followed up.

"She doesn't relly follow what people want her to do. She's so enchanting, and she just goes where the wind take her. No matter where that may take her. But I'm glad the wind blew in my direction," I smiled at the puns I made with my band name. She is my only direction. I know what the future is for the two of us. My thoughts cut off by another question.

"I never pegged you for such a romantic," She smiled. Many girls thought that same thing.

"I only am when it comes to her. My past as a 'Player' or whatever they called me was before I saw what love can do to a person. And I was unfaithful to Cara in the past, and I regret that. I will never ever do that again. I saw how it hurt her, though I think she didn't notice that I knew, and I never want to be the cause of her pain."

"Well, that's adorable. That's all the time that we have. Make sure you catch the new One Direction at their oncoming tour. This is Kate, and I'm signing off. Here's a song for you Hastings lovers," She played Cara's new song and I smiled and bobbed my head along with the song. The girl turned off and said to me, "I would have never guessed that you where this in love. I honestly thought it was all fake, but I see. That look in your eyes when someone says her name, that's pure love. Hold on to that," She smiled, patted me on the back, and walked out.

I know the future for Cara and I. I have to make that happen. I love her and I want this to last. I got out of the chair and went on my way to the future of my dreams.

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Oh! What is Harry getting at? Guess you'll have to wait a few weeks to find out. Don't worry, it's a happy ending... or maybe not... I suppose that's up to you. Thank you so much for reading!