Crossed Your Thought

My Thought

Hallo everyone!

This is the first time I wrote something. Please comment if there's problem, or something wrong and weird in this series. And maybe if you have advice, please comment.

When I re-read this chap, I think it is really short. So here'so the edited ver.

x Akakuma

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I look out the window of the library where I currently sitting in. The rain is pouring the earth with such eagerness. Sometimes I wonder why there is rain, is it because the sky is crying for the earth?

No! I'm not dumb! I knew the clouds is the reason why there is a rain. I'm just being a dramaqueen, that is. Sometime I feel offended because people keep calling me dumb. I can't even believe myself, that I still sitting in here as a dramaqueen.

To be -what I called- a dramaqueen you need to play the role of a stupid, careless, bitchy person that always imagine something out-of-people mind. Now I think I'm really a kind person, cause I just tell you my biggest secret without being angry! I know that you think that it is NOT my biggest secret. But it is!

Just think about this "Why a person willing or became a dramaqueen or a bitch naturally?". Of course because that person didn't get what that person want. Like me!!

There's this boy called Max in school. His full name is Max Alsidur. He is really a quite person. He is handsome, but he didn't even look at me. That's why I'm being a dramaqueen+bitch right now.

Honestly I'm a nerd, but not a big nerd that using big round glasses and braces. I'm quite popular in the school, cause they say I'm attractive. I never thinking much about them.

But when he came, it's like being attractive is all I need now

He never notice me before, but there's this time where I make a ruckus. He look at me. That is when I started my carrer as a dramaqueen+bitch.

Now I would end it.

Moving my gaze from the rain outside, I search my phone in the bag. When I found it, I stood from my chair and made my way out of the library with my.

"Thank you, miss"

I said softly to the librarian but loud enough for her to hear. Cause you know, you're not allowed to make fuss in a library. Library supposed to be a quite place to read and study, and I want it that way.

"Your welcome, and have a good day"

She answer my greeting with a beautiful smile on her face.

Before I close the door of the library  I see Max in the corner of my eyes. I don't know what exactly he is doing in here. I just kick the thought of him, remembering this is library and I stopped my carrer.

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I count my step as I heading to the toilet of the second floor. When I reach it, I push the door open and enter it. Staring at the reflection from the mirror, I see a pretty young girl with sharp chin, beautiful green eyes, and rosy cheek. She has wavy black hair that reach just down her shoulder.

Her face is perfect

I remember this girl. This is me. The girl that people admited as an attractive girl. The girl that admited as clever and smart. Staring at my reflection, I realize

In the end your look, your brain is not what people see.

I opened my phone and start typing a message for my bestfriend, Rose Brokrusl.

To : Baby Rose
By :  Lycia (myself)

Baby...
Starbucks now?

I start my walk out the toilet and then to the staircase. I feel my phone buzzing. I open my phone straight to the message.

I smile to my self, when I see it is a message from Rose. And start jump step by step through the staircase with my eyes locked on the phone.

I hate my life when something like this happened to me. My feet decided to take a slip on the staircase. I feel my self falling to the bottom. My body hurts like hell. The pain is unbearable, that is why I welcomed the darkness.