𝕊𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥//𝕊𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕥 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪//𝐖𝐱𝐖

Chapter 2

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It was the next morning and I didn't feel like getting up. "Fuck, I feel like dog shit." My nose was dry from last night and my eyes were still red. I didn't want to go to school but I couldn't ruin my perfect attendance so I got dressed and headed to school.
I made it school right on time. The bell rang when I got to home room and I took a seat next to Helen. "You look like shit." "Thanks." I do look like shit. I look like shit and I feel like shit. Physically and emotionally. I didn't brush my hair or teeth, I just threw on some clothes and left. And I still can't get over what Helen told me yesterday. Why Cai.
" We have a new student transferring from Mr. White's class today, some of you may know know him and some of you may not but nonetheless I respect all of you to treat him with respect." Said my teacher Ms. Lawson. I wonder who it could be. "Class I want you to welcome Cai David's to the class.
"Fuck." I whispered under my breath. I think Helen heard me cuz she gave me this weird look. She looked excited to have Cai in our home room class. I don't know why though, she already has him in history. Me on the other hand had Cai in no classes and liked it just like that, but unfortunately we can't get what we want.
"Aren't you excited!" Helen asked me with the biggest smile. "Uh...sure." I tried to play it off. "Hey do you wanna go to the bridge after school today?" "Cant I'm hanging with Cai, but you can come with." "Oh, no thanks." "Are you sure?" "Yeah I don't wanna intrude." "It's completely fine." "Thanks but no thanks." "I've gotta go, cya around Helen." Before she could say bye I walked away.
School finished and I thought I'd go to the bridge even if it was by myself. When I go there I sat and I started thinking. I thoughts about Helen. I thought about Cai. And I thought about them together. I just wish Cai would go away. What does he have that I don't. A penis. Helens always supported the lgbtq+ community but doubt she swings that way. Oh to be Cai. I got my shit and headed home and followed the same routine as yesterday. I'm such a dramatic bitch.
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Hey, I'm sick with a cold and tired as  fuck rn but wrote this anyways X.