Kicked To The Curb

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Harry's POV

I was thrown onto his doorstep. Why? What did I do last night?

My face was red and wet with tears. What was happening to my Boo Bear? I need to find out what I did last night.

He was covered in brusies and cuts. I didn't do that did I? I couldn't have...

I walked down the walkway but I turned around to look one last time. Tears flew down my cheeks. He broke up with me pretty much. All because of something I don't remember. Why?

Why was I such an idiot? I began walking down the lonely street. Well, I thought it was lonely because I saw nobody else. I was too busy thinking.

I am the biggest dumbass to ever exist. I had to get drunk last night. I started remembering a few things from last night, but there was this big blury fuzz in the middle of it all. Nothing was coming back from that time.

I wanted to just smack myself. My life was over. I lost the most important thing in my life, all because I got drunk. I'm never drinking again.

But watch, I'll just be an idiot and do it again.

I made it to the pent house after an hour of moping around thinking. Thinking of how awful I felt even though I had no idea what I did.

I walked up to our bedroom. I would say my bedroom, but I just can't accept it. I can't accept the fact that it's probably over forever.

I looked over at the dresser that was Louis's. I walked over to it and saw his favorite striped shirt on it. I smiled at the shirt remembering all the good times we had while he wore his 'lucky shirt'. It was white with red horizontal stripes on it.

I could smell his scent coming off of it and burning my nose. It was such a sweet scent. It was like fresh out of the oven cookies mixed with rain. Odd combination, I know. But it smelled so good, because it was Louis.

A tear dripped down my face and fell onto the shirt. The shirt absorbed the small tear.

I sat in the corner clutching the shirt to my chest. It's all I have left of the man I love. I am truly, madly, deeply in love with this boy.

Tears just kept flowing freely and I couldn't stop. I have no idea what I did, but I take it back whatever it is I did. I just wish I could tell him that.

I really do.

They don't know about the things we do

They don't know about the I love you's

But I bet ya if they only knew

They would just be jealous of us

I started sobbing at my ringtone. After letting out a little I answered it trying to sound the best I could, but my voice was shakey.

"H-hello,"

"Hey Harry, you might wanna check Twitter out." spoke Niall.

"W-what do you mean?" I asked.

"Check the trends." he said and I picked up my laptop and logged on. That's when I saw it.

Sarry

"W-what the h-hell?" I asked my voice getting even shakier.

"Apparently you were seen with a model who was at your party named Sarah Juster." I just stared at it blankly. Is this why Louis hates me? I scrolled through the tweets and saw all the hate I was getting.

@ILoveLarryStylinson26 HOW COULD YOU HARRY?! WHAT ABOUT LOUIS!? #FeelBetterLouis

@HarryStylesLover45 Really? Really Harry? You already let the fame get to you? You cheated on Louis! #FeelBetterLouis

@Ashley106 Wow, I actually used to respect Harry. But now, I have no respect. He cheated on his loving boyfriend with a slutty model. #FeelBetterLouis

#FeelBetterLouis was also trending.

I am a fucking monster.

"B-but I don't think..I didn't!" I didn't know what to say. Then, I saw the picture.

There was a picture of my with the slutty looking model next to me and I was giving her a big kiss on the cheek near her lips.

It was uploaded by the model.

She said "Me and the sexy Harry Styles! xxx sorry Louis, Harry's mine now ;*"

"B-but...I'm gay!" I said into the phone.

"Then why did you kiss her?" he asked.

"I-I don't know. I don't remember it at all."

"Do you remember any of last night?" asked Niall.

"Yeah, I remember most of it now except there's like..there's like a big blur in the middle of it all."

"You may wanna look into that. I gotta go if ya need someone just call." he hung up.

"I will look into it."

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