Sleeping with Sirens

* A peek into the future*

I can't believe this is me...this is who I really am.

I never would have, in a million years, imagined myself this way. But I can't deny it any more.

I can't lie to myself any longer. As I wait, water is singing its own song to me.

The air is crisp and whispering secrets in my ear.

I use to be afraid of silence, but I know it's a helpful tool. It let me know...Im not alone. And of course, I wasn't.

"Come," says Aliana. "It's time." I nod my head, since I know theres no use in fighting her. I sigh and turn to face her. "Alright," I breath.

Her lips curl into an uneasy smile, "Don't want to keep Vidian waiting, sweet heart."

Of course not, an impatient Vidian was like beating a bee hive with a stick. Only...Vidian could be much worse.

Like it or not I had very little say in what happened anymore. I lost control of my life.

I plan on getting control though, I'm not going down with out a fight, even if it kills me

How did this happen? Why am I in

this situation? What IS this situation?

Well, I'm getting ahead of myself.

Let me start from the beginning,

when my life was normal, my problems seemed normal, and...I was normal.