Tenya's pov;
Its been a week since Tensei got attack by stain. I haven't been to school since and everyones blowing up my phone. My mom blames me for what happen and said its my fault for giving him false hope when I was younger and that he should have never become a hero and work for our family business instead. She's been drinking alot recently and hitting me...I dont mind shes just having trouble coping thats all....I hope. Today I'm going to go back to school, I miss aizawa-sensei and deku. Wait, did I just say I miss deku?? I mean he is my friend but his smile is really cute with his tinted rosey checks and his littles freckles with his dark green hair. Okay snap out of hit tenya, he's not gay and if he was why would he ever like some one like you?
You almost got your brother killed
You let your mom hit you
Your gay
You're a nerd that need everything to be perfect
Your father left because of you
The voices are coming back again... I went upstairs to my file cabinet and picked up a blade from a previous razer I had, do I really want to do this?
Yes, yes you do you piece of shit, do it, DO IT, GO KILL YOURSELF, YOU ARE JUST A WASTE OF SPACE AND EVERYONES HATES YOU, THEY WOULDNT CALL YOU FOUR EYES IF THEY LIKE YOU, NOW WOULD THEY? I started mentally screaming "please stop, JUST GO AWAY IM DOING IT NOW" while sobbing uncontrollably. I held the blade against my wrist admiring the shine of the blade and how it was pointed on one side and than I look down out my pale skin... how pathetic... 1 cut
2 cut
3 cut....
And so on, I stopped when j started to feel lightheaded and than bandaged up my arm.
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Fanfictionh3rw0 1t8 k0t4-ch4n~ This is a tenya x izuku, tenya is depressed and izuku notices it and he's been they're before so he help tenya out this story will contain self harm abuse boy x boy
