It's Complicated

Telling Them The News...

~*~*~*~*Ashley's P.O.V.~*~*~*~* I woke up to the sound of my alarm blasting "Locked Out of Heaven" by Bruno Mars & I groaned knowing that I have tell my best friends that I was going on a world tour with the boys for 8 months! The last time I told the girls I was going on a tour for with the boys they were balling there eyes out, I wonder what there reaction is gonna be when I tell them for almost a year?

The first time I told Ryan that I was going on tour with the boys he cleared his schedule & spent every moment with me until I had to leave and when I came back we were inseparable for a week. I looked at Fox (Jame's Siberian husky puppy) & rubbed her tummy, I think shes the sweetest pup and got up she ran towards the door & barked signaling that she wanted to be with the guys so I opened the door for her & she ran out.

I closed the door & made my bed then went to the bathroom & looked in the mirror I had bags under my eyes, my hair was a mess, & I had forgotten to take off my make-up from the night before & it was smeared all around my face so I washed my face & brushed out my hair & teeth then took a shower.

I rapped myself up in a towel and walked into my wardrobe and put on an old white T , light wash jeans and Sperrys.

I went into my room to grab my phone and put on an old red sweatshirt then grabed my navy blue purse & saw I had 30 minutes until I had to be at the park so I went downstairs to leave.

I saw Kendall petting Yuma (HIS PET PIG) & talking to Logan in the living room, as Carlos and James screaming over who got the last bowl of cereal as I passed the kitchen I chuckled at the boys stupidity, there was a brand new box in the cabinet .

I saw Sydney lying down by the front door(CARLOS'S GERMAN SHEPARD DOG! These are their real pets!) as I made my way to the front door. Before I opened the door I said "I'm going to the park to tell Hayley & Courtney about the tour! Wish me luck!" the boys responded with "Good luck!" And "Don't die on your way there" I walked out the door To saw my motorcycle & then I saw my sky blue mini cooper. I decided on taking my motorcycle because I needed something to get my blood rushing, I hopped on it & started the engine. I heard the engine purr bringing a smile upon my face, I loved the feeling of the engine rumble.

I made my way down our long drive way and took a left turn then sped off, I was thinking of how the girls would react and I knew this wouldn't be easy. Once I reached the park I could see Courtney & Hayley sitting at a picnic table talking about god know knows what, as I approached the table Hayley saw me and said "Hey! what did you wanna tell us?" I took a seat across from them and then said "The reason I got pulled out of dance was because Mom has scheduled another tour..." They both looked at me with surprise & sadness in their eyes and said "How long will you be gone?" I said "8 months..."Hayley started to tear up and said "Can we come along?" Court. asked "Yeah", but I'm leaving in a day, I found out yesterday..." both of them looked at me and said "GIRLS DAY!" "Yeah we should but I need to tell Ryan..." I said "Oh okay well call us when you are coming over." Courtney said I nodded and we said goodbye, That went WAY better then expected I told myself as I grabbed my phone & texted Ryan.

A:Hey babe I have some news!

R:Hey sweetie, Okay well do you wanna come over?

A:Yeah, see ya soon :)

R:K see ya soon ;)

I hopped on my motorcycle & started the engine & sped off to Ryan's house.

Once I got to Ryan's house I walked up to the door and rang the door bell a moment later Ryan opened the door "Hey Babe come in!" as I walked in he kissed my cheek and grabbed my hand pulling toward the couch " What did ya wanna tell me babe?" "Big Time Rush is going on tour..." but before I could finish he pulled me into A hug & said "Don't worry baby I'm here for you & no matter what I'll always love you" I started to cry into his shoulder because he was so caring and protective of me and also how I wouldn't get to see him in person for so long or feel his gentle touch, get to cuddle under a blanket, or his passionate kisses.

It felt like I was gonna lose him... He said soothing words "It's alright I'll come and visit." "We can always call, text, & video chat each other." finally he asked "how long is the tour?" "8 months..." I said in between sobs, he hugged me tighter and pulled me into a passionate kiss. Once we pulled away he said "please stop crying I hate it when you cry." That brought a smile to my face and the tears slowly went away & I wiped my face to make sure my mascara didn't come off as we stared at each other I felt my phone vibrate indicating I had a text, I pulled it out of my pocket and unlocked it I had gotten a text from Logan.

L: How did it go?

A:Better that expected!

I quickly texted back

L:Well can you come home? Mom needs to talk to you.

A:UGH fine! See ya in 20 min.

I put my phone back in my pocket & looked over at Ryan who had his eyebrow raised questionably & said "I have to go... " he sighed & we both stood up & walked to his front door. I turned around and grabbed both of his hands and smirked, trying to brighten the mood as he did the same & leaned his head in and we kissed one last time before I had to go on tour.

I smiled & said "I love you." he did the same & then we let go of each others hands and I walked back to my Motorcycle & sped on home.

🌟~*~*~*~*A/N~*~*~*~*🌟 Sorry about the random -> " everywhere idk what it means! I hope y'all like the story so far & I basically have the whole story planned out😄 I Just need to type it up! I wanna know what you guys like about this book or what you think is missing from the story I love it when I get feedback.Thanks! 🌟🌟10 likes & 6 comments for next chappie!🌟 🌟 In le comments I want you guys to tell me who should fall in love with Ashley. I have at least one guy from every band picked out but I need ONE more guy from the wanted & one direction so comment your answer & I'll count up the votes & you'll see who won soon enough! -Bye Love, Ashley💋