I hate Sooooo much right now,
I get pissed at my friends for no good reasons,
And I fight with them ALOT,
I hate myself for hating,
I hate my friends even more for making me hate them,
But I know it's my fault,
It always is,
I hate.
I hate everything expect the happy people like my one friend Apple,
She makes friends where ever she is,
And I lose mine every second,
What makes me so angry,
Hormones, lies, WHAT???
I'm so confused and angry,
But maybe I'm just PMSing,
I hate hating,
And hope it goes away before all my friends do.
I don't know what to do,
My mom says to be a big girl but I'm not,
I can't because I know the outcome either way,
I'm losing them,
Their trust,
Their love,
Their friendship,
It's like I'm just a fly in there way,
So I should just leave,
So they can have fun,
Because it's not like they recognized me anymore as a friend,
But as a stranger.
I think I'm pushing them away,
Maybe the it's way I look like,
My one friend is scared of me so much she didn't want me to get mad at her for quitting a dance,
But she's scared of a bunch of people.
She also thinks I'm a bulling because in hall monitoring she always tells be jokingly to beat those kids up or yell at them,
Is that really how I come out to people,
A bad person?
They're probably not far from the truth because i don't even know who I am,
I might as well be another monster in the mist of my stories.
(I have no reason for the picture...I just love it....😁. Btw this isn't about the friends in the last chapter...and for my friends who it was about, we're all good now.)/
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The Friends
Short StoryHow wierd, to call someone a friend and then find out you're basically meant for each other.
