I Miss You While You're Gone

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A fic based on this specific art https://twitter.com/im_caelli/status/1351335589958836224 by im_caelli on twitter... It's NSFW just like the fic

It appears I have also made this super angsty and now have to say possible self-harm trigger warning (Lightly in that Eve's ends up scratching herself with her nails) I PROMISE IT HAS A HAPPY, WHOLESOME ENDING!

Another night, another new woman, who wasn't her, who wasn't her Akali. Her eyes closed, the woman's hands grasp her thighs, slide up her hips to caress her breasts. Her own hands clutch strands of hair, they feel like 'hers' and if she keeps her eyes closed tight, she's with her.

A tongue swirls, hitting the right spot making her see white spotlights, not just those, but 'her' face. Those beautiful blue eyes, her blonde streaked hair and those smiling lips that she just wished to kiss.

"Fuck!" She moans, arching her back, then an eerie silence and she knows it's not 'her'. She would have said something, normally something silly but that was just all 'kali. She would have cuddling in close to Eve and fallen asleep beside her, but that was just her imagination because 'kali had never been close enough for Evelynn to take.

Glowing golden eyes open, a deep sadness within as they watched the woman smirk and turn to leave. This woman needed no threats to leave, Eve usually ended up threatening her partners or killing them, though that wasn't exactly abnormal as a demon, but this, this was different.

Her eyes drift to the bedside table, locking on her mobile as more sadness swallows her and she hesitates before grabbing hold of the device and opening her messages.

There's finally a reply and she doesn't know whether to feel happy or even sadder. Two short, almost disinterested messages from 'her', then again it had been several days since Eve had sent her the message, wishing 'her' luck.

"Thanks, it went well. I'm sure you saw... Sorry for the late reply... It's been crazy busy, y'know?" Akali's reply was short and Evelynn doubted she'd get another anytime soon. Was the girl even sorry? Did she care for her when K/DA weren't up to anything currently? Were True Damage her family now?

Evelynn thoughts swirling with doubts that made her spiral even deeper in her depressed state, she missed 'her' and it was doubtful that 'she' was even thinking of Eve. Why would she? After all, Akali didn't even know of her feelings, her true feelings towards her and she didn't even know if the girl liked women.

Her lashers now undisguised again whipped around her body like crazy, displaying her internal conflict, a sigh escaped her lips as she pushed off the bed heading to the on-suite to take a shower and wash the other woman off her body.

Hot water rains down her body as she steps in, her nails scratching her body in an attempt to wash off and forget the other women and the ones before her, that had touched her body, in the attempt to fill the gap that Akali had created when she'd left.

Akali, she fills her with joy that no one else had before and now it had been ripped from her again, taking a part of her with it. There was no denying it anymore, she'd fallen in love with the girl and her absence felt like a bullet to the heart.

Tears joined the water that trailed down her face, nails digging into her chest in a desperate attempt to feel something, anything but the kind of hurt she felt from the loss of her joy, her love. Blood now dripping down her body from her nails cutting into her skin.

Her lashers still swaying erratically, but now they had clawed at the wall leaving deep gashes, she'd have to pay for the repairs to the motel room. A growl of annoyance escapes her mouth at the actions of her lashers, though it snaps her out of her thoughts and she finishes showering before putting her abandoned clothes back on.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 24, 2021 ⏰

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