January
Atlanta,GA
(I will add pictures of the characters I just gotta get past this first chapter lol)
London Kashmire
I watched as the 3rd man left outta the bathroom with my mom handing her 3 20's
The man before that gave her coke and the one before that gave her nothing just dick
I wished things were different but they weren't
I sighed looking at her, her use to be flawless skin had bruises all over and her hair was skimp in certain places her use to be nice shape was gone she was a skeleton and I didn't know what to do to help I knew something wasn't right but what could a 10 year old really do
I knew enough to understand that my mother was a prostitute i knew she was a crackhead but I Also knew she did what she had to do to provide for me to keep food in my stomach clothes on my back and a roof over my head even tho we stayed in a motel she had to pay every day for us to stay and one thing I knew was when I was old enough I was gonna make sure my mommy got the world I was gonna get her help and make sure she knew her worth hard times doesn't last forever when it rains the rainbow is soon to come is what she always tell me and soon as I was old enough to get out here and provide I was
She sat on the bed looking at me
"I don't want you to grow up to think this is how you supposed to live kash I want you to be better then me I want you to get a education and do something with your life baby"she smiled faintly
My mom was beautiful no matter what her soul was beautiful and pure she loved me and I loved her
"Yes ma'am"I smiled scooting over to give her a big hug making her chuckle
"Now come on you got school girl"she said getting off the bed limping
I hopped up grabbing my book bag and heading out the door
We started the walk to my school which was a good 10 minute not that long
Men kept stopping us to ask my mom what time they could come by looking me up and down licking there lips and my mom would move me behind her quickly
I was confused on why they did that but my mom told me to never talk to them and scream if they ever tried to touch me
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3 years later -
I walked home from school mad at my mom for once again forgetting to come get me she's been doing that a lot lately since we've got kicked out of the motel
We were now living with some man I didn't know and he always gave me these looks that made me so uncomfortable I told my mom but she said I was just paranoid
I got to the door and noticed it was open making my anxiety rise
I quietly pushed the door open to see my mom strung out on drugs on the couch knocked out making me sigh
It was nothing new it was becoming a everyday thing
Lately she's been acting weird and every day it got worse sometimes she would just turn into a completely different person and yell or put her hands on me but soon as she realized what she was doing she would quickly apologize and burst into tears and then the man we lived with would get mad at her for apologizing for supposedly disciplining me so he would beat her I tried to stop him but it only leaded to me getting beat too
The man came around the corner with a bottle of liquor in his hand looking me up and down grinning a big koolaid smile making me very uncomfortable I was never comfortable anymore I was always on edge I didn't get any sleep scared something would happen if I closed my eyes even for a second
I tried to shake my mom awake as he made his way over towards me but she didn't wake I backed into the wall as he got closer dropping the bottle of liquor on the floor
He picked up a stran of my hair and sniffed it rubbing his dirty hands along my face
"You know you a real pretty little girl"he said holding my face with a very firm grip
I didn't know what to say I was froze in place my heart rate sped up as I tried to get out his grip
"You hear me bitch"he gripped my face tighter
I quickly shook my head yes in fear
"Mhmm how old are you again"he asked me
"Th-thirteen"I stuttered
He grinned even wider picking me up throwing me over his shoulder
"Wh-what are you doing stop put me down"I said kicking
He didn't stop he continued walking up the stairs
"Mommy, maaa,momm"I yelled repeatedly but no response
He got upstairs to my bedroom throwing me on my bed locking the door
I screamed for my mother over and over but she never came
I screamed for god to help but he didn't help
"God can't help you"the man grumbled as he pulled my pants down
he hit me in my head giving me the worst headache I begin to get dissy and everything turned black
This was my life for the next 5 years...
Same thing happened every time my mom was unconscious on drugs he raped me every chance he could get
I told my mom when he first did it and every other time she woke up from her comas but she never listened she was to blind and he always told her I was lying
Soon I just gave up tired of being called a liar She told me I just didn't want her to be happy when that's all I wanted was for her to be happy
I would run away but I didn't wanna leave my mom I couldn't leave her even if I wanted to I knew she was in there somewhere
My mother had completely changed in the last couple years the years she and I was supposed to cherish together she wasn't my mother anymore she was just the person who brought me in this world she wasn't the same women I vowed to give the world too the lady who said she would never let anyone hurt me but sat In the same house layed up with the same man who hurt me every day
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Y'all fw this ?😭
I think I like it and imma try to be as consistent as I can
this just a lil chapter to give y'all some background info on London
I will be giving y'all face claims next chapter and the face claims will continue through out the story as more characters come In her life so yea
New chapter will be out tomorrow some time !!
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