6:00
I woke up extra early this morning, i usually wake up around 7:00 for school but today I actually wanted to look nice.
I used the extra time to curl my hair, try a new makeup look, and put together a super cute outfit.
I really wanted to focus more on my schooling and get my grades up of course, but I also wanted to try to meet some new people and hopefully make some friends.
I still keep in touch with my friends from my old school but not as much as I wanted to. We text sometimes but I dont really know if I want to tell them about Mike. Yes, we were close but I never told them about how abusive he was in our relationship. I tend to keep most things to myself. For me its easier for me not to tell people things. I feel this way because every time I share personal information/my secrets, they always get around. So for me I feel safer to just keep everything to myself.
*knock knock*
"Come in mom" I shouted.
She walks in my room with a surprised face. She then starts to tear up and start to form a big smile. "Wow, I never see you like this!"
I replied with, "do you like it?"
"You look absolutely beautiful!"
The reason my mom was so surprised is because I usually never wear makeup, I always throw my hair up into a messy bun, and usually just wear sweatpants and a sweatshirt.
I defiantly look much different today, but in a good way.
Don't get me wrong I love just waking up throwing up my hair and walking out the door, but I dont want people at my new school to think im a slob.
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When on the bus I felt like everyone treated me different
I felt so popular, and as if I was actually making friends.
They treated me like I was the most popular girl in school.
For once I enjoyed the bus ride.
The kid that threw the spit balls at me gave me a smile.
Maybe I should look more presentable everyday.
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Walking into school was insane. Everyone was giving me hugs and patting me on the shoulder.
I have a feeling people know what happened.
Im not so sure how I feel about this. I never knew if I wanted people to know.
This one kid came up to me and handed me a note. I didnt want to read it till I got home, so I just put it in my backpack.
My first class was awesome these three girls came up to me and asked if I wanted to eat lunch with them. I never sat with anyone at lunch before. I was always the weird one in the corner of the lunch room.
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When I got home I walked into my room with the biggest smile on my face. I felt like this year was going to be my year to start a better life.
I then went to my room and decided to open the note that the kid at school gave me.
When I opened it I immediately began to cry.
Sorry it took me so long to update. And you know me I had to include a cliffhanger!
