Once in a Lifetime

audition Pazlei

Pazlei's pov

               Mom woke me up at 2am for some audition thingy.I want to do this but i hate mornings.Instead of her taking me she made my sisters Hannah and Felicity bring me.their not th best sisters but they try more than mom does she doesn't care about us at all that's why I live with my dad.My parents got divorced when I was seven and I've lived with my dad and step mom Sophie for three. Every other weekend I go to my m's house with my sister. Once we where there Hannah got me signed In and waited in line with me when they were just supposed to drop me off.Like now they choose to be nice to me it took thirteen years for them to care about their youngest sister. They have always treated me like shit.Maybe they only want money if I in like the little gold diggers they are.I love them because they are my sisters but if they only want money I will disown them in a second.okay enough about them and more about me. My favorite artist are Justin beiber,Ed Sheeran,Nicki Manaj,and Cher Lloyd.  

                    I was waiting with the little trolls when one asked me "Pazlei if you win and don't give mom the money she will disown you".like does it really look like I care if my mom hates me no she's where Hannah and Felicity got it from.All they want to do is get money,spend money, get shit faced, and have sex. Hannah has two kids with two different people or pimps as I call them but one of them is really nice and takes care of his kid.so one pimp and a man that loves his daughter. Felicity has had sex with like fifteen different Guys,bu has kept a steady relationship so far this year.I came back to reality when Hannah said " did you hear me you twat". 

               " Yes I heard you"I snapped back at her"and I don't really care if she disowns me I don't care about her or you really.I don't even want you here with me. At all so you can leave or get some respect. For me and dad" I couldnt way for her to get her ass out of my way.  

n                About three hours later it was just me , Felicity and her boyfriend Luke.I was almost at the front of the line to get inside so I was excited and also nervous. I've never had a problem with stage fright Befor so I didn't know what to do at all but Felicity has done some live acting things. So she knew just what to do. 

Just as we got to the door I paniced but Felicity helped me get through it and Luke helped me by calling my friend Waverly so I could talk to some one I was used to telling things to. After about twenty minutes later it was my turn to go infront of the judges.I had calmed down and walked out there.I was now over the stage fright ."what's your name" Nicole asked.

        "Pazlei Scotts" I responded to he question.Like what do you say to these people.In was starting to get nervous again."How old are you pazlei" she asked again.'I'm twenty'' i said 

     "Okay now Pazlei what song are you going to be  singing for us" Nicole asked. What song am i going to sing,"i'll sing 'Where is the love' The way Cher Lloyd did". I said "Okay go ahead and start"

             As the music started to play i sang well rapped"what's wrong with the world mama?,people livin' like thet ain't got no mamas.I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama,Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma .Overseas yeah we tryin' to stop terrorism but we got terrorist here livin' in he USA the big C.I.A,THE Bloods the Crips and the KKK.But if you o nly have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discrimanate.And to discrimanate only generates hate,And if you hatin' you're bound to get irate.yeah madness is what you demonstrate,And thats exactly how anger works and operates.you gotta have love just to set straight.Take3 control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love Y'all."I sang" People killin' people dieing children hurtin' hear them crying.can you practice what you preach would you turn the other cheek?Father Father Father help us send some guidence from above 'cause people  got me, got me questioning where is the love"where is the love,where is the love where is the love the love the love" as i finished i saw a smile on Nicole's face.

           The first judge to talk was Gary 'That was as good performance but i think you could do better with a different song" he was right i could do better and i didn't put a lot of effort on my song choice."well think your wrong Gary she was better than and that was a great song choice" Nicole said.was she really saying this." I actually agree with Nicole on this one" Louis said. GGreat now only one more judge Tulisa"I like you you have a good voice"What i got good comments from all the judges.Okay now time to see if you got enough yes"Nicole said. oh god  "I say yes"Gary said .thats one "I give you a yes"Louis said.Two ' I'll give you a yes"Tulisa added,"you've got four yeses"Nicole said "Thank you is all i could say

  NIcole's pov 

                    from what i herd she has a great voice and i want to hear more of her and she will be on my team if i  have a choice