A Mess.

Train Wreck

This is Tommy x Tubbo ✨platonic✨ angst.

Tommy's POV

My eyes sting, how long have I been crying? I check the time and notice my friend ,Tubbo, is meant to be coming over soon! Shit! Theres no way I can clean up In time! Ugh! I hate this so much! I clean my face and change my clothes. I look,,,, presentable?
I hear a nock at the door a couple minutes later. Here we go.

I open it and I'm met with a big squeeze. A small smile creeps on my face. I hug back and hide my face in his shoulder. It's been ages since someone has actually gave me a hug. This feels, nice..
" I missed you man!"
I realise hes talking and snap out ly thoughts,
" Yeah, me too."
" You liking my shoulder huh?"
I hear him laugh. Dumbass..
I stand up and pout, folding my arms and acting all angry.
" Stupid Tubbo."
I mumble before he looks at me and Pat's my head before running off to go look around. My parents are away so it's fine. He instantly goes for Betty. Shocker, I know.

Time skip, it's also Tubbo's POV now

It's about 3 am. I keep hearing this noise. I dont know what it is. It just is keeping me awake. I desided I was gonna go investigate.
The noise is coming from Tommy's room, I can make out what the noise is. Its sobbing. I knock on the door, quietly so I dont scare him. He opens slowly, thinking it's his mother.
"Yeah mum? What's up?.."
He opens his eyes and his facial expression changes completely. It goes froma tired look to shook or even upset.
"Tommy, are you ok?"
He broke down. He fell almost instantly, losing his balance. I luckily caught him. I pull him closed to me, tracing circles on his back and assuring him it's ok.

After about 10 minutes of repeated " Its ok"s and "I'm here", hes calm. We stand up and he brings me into his room. It's a mess. His bed sheets are everywhere. I sit him down, grab the sheets and wrap them around me and him. I hug him again, just this time, hes in between me. Practically lying on me.
"Wanna talk about it?"
He told me everything. I didn't know. No one knew. Not even his parents. They thought Their son was fine, and that he was ok. They didnt pay attention to him.

I pulled him into a tight hug, I made sure not to squeeze but to make him feel secure. I gave him a kiss on the head and kept assuring him he was ok and that I wouldn't let anyone hurt him. I rested my head on his and played with his hair. This is how I calmed my sister when she would have panic attacks. It was working.

" I really am a train Wreck arent I?.."

It is complete.
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