*Steve's P.O.V.*
*The warehouse that Mulaugh and Steve are staying in* --->
I silently walked next to Murlaugh, thinking about (your name). God how I miss her. I just wish I could see her again. Maybe we will have to meet in secret..... By the look Murlaugh just gave me, I would have to say so. I just hope nothing bad happens to her... Murlaugh stops us and turns to me. And if looks could kill, I would probably already be dead, maybe worse. I gulp as Murlaugh looks at me and opens his mouth to speak.
"You are NOT aloud to see her again! Do you understand me? She's a freak now, and we don't like freaks, remember?? Your a vampaneze, not a stupid vampire! Are we clear?!" Murlaugh said to me in a harsh tone. I just nodded my head and sighed. I wont let anything keep me from seeing her. Absolutely nothing! I will see her no madder what the cost is, even if its my own life.
We quickly flitted back to our hideout and I walked into my 'room'. It was just an empty janitors closet. We were currently hiding in an abandoned warehouse. We stayed in the basement of the whole place. While I'm stuck in the janitors closet, Murlaugh has the whole basement to himself. And he doesn't even use half of it! I just think its stupid that I'm stuck in this small place... I had managed to find a lot of this stuff in an abandoned house down the road. They just got up and left for some reason.. (this is his room, just without the window.--> encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSqvl7LKL6XjlNx...).I sat down on my small bed and pulled out a piece of paper and began to write (your name) a letter. This is how it read:
Dear (your name),
I miss you so much! You have no idea how much I want to come and be with you! Murlaugh says I'm not aloud to see you anymore, or else. But that wont stop me! I would risk my life, just to see you. That's how much you mean to me! I found a poem online that shows how much I love you. I would of written it myself, but I'm not good at writing. I did try, honestly, but it came out shitty. So here is the one I found:
So I sit here thinking about that day
that god sent me an angel, and I thank him for not taking you away.
Because you changed my world with a blink on an eye
that is something I can not deny.
You are a best friend that will always be there
because you are a best friend that really cares.
You really don't know what you have done for me
you pushed me to be the best thing I can be.
When I'm with you I can't cry a single tear
and your touch chases away all of my fear.
You really are an angel sent from above
to take care of me and show me what is love.
Now I have found what I am looking for
and that is your love and nothing more.
You made my sadness and worries a thing of the past
because you showed me a love that will last.
Man what we have just feels so right
because when I am in the darkness you show me the light.
I am so happy knowing that we are really never apart
because you have always remained in my heart.
Trust me [your name] you will always be my best friend
and that is because my love for you will never end.
I wish I could talk to you till the end of the day
but now I am running out of things to say.
So I'll end this by a line you already know
and that is I Love You more then I can ever show!!!
That is how much I love you and what you mean to me, (your name)! I am going to come and see you secretly! I don't know when, or how, but I will!
Love,
Steve.
I sigh and let a few tears roll down my face. God how much I hate it here. I cant wont forgive myself for leaving her and becoming what I am. I will find a way to be with her no madder what! Just wait my darling, I'm coming!
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I'll love you no madder what you are
Roman d'amourA Cirque Du Freak fanfiction with steve. my first X reader. no copyright intended. I do not own any of the pictures. WARNING: some cussing, not exactly like plot but close. and please no hateful comments