And there it is
A pause to life
Stuck
In a state of buffering
A sudden wave of despair
It hits, K.O
I find myself stuck
In a state of despair
I feel empty, I feel hollow
Tell me, does anyone care
I question everything and everyone
I just feel stuck, what next ?
Where to, where ?
Pain, a resident in my heart
I ask myself what I have done to deserve
Scars left behind, memory attached to it, aching from time to time
So much to do, but such little energy to make square
I am stuck in a realm of limbo
This could best be described as a quarterly life crisis as according to statical predictions based on government examination, the average individual will live up to the age of 80, although research has proven that many people die shortly after the age of 60
Sickening how the authorities hold our lives
We pay to eat, we even pay to sleep
We pay to clothe and shelter
How more steep
We even pay to breathe
It feels purgatory
The concept of exchange for effective control is understood
But tell me honestly is it fair
That we have to pay for fruit & veg, water ! Do they even care ?
The economy on a pedestal and surviving, rare
I'm in limbo, tell me, is there anyone who cares
Pills don't work
I don't sleep
If I am not running my engine, my engine runs me
I dream of a day where I'd not have to constantly idle and repair
But I am well aware. That this world was created as a testing place for the believers. Testing place
Not resting place
