Dear •°• World: This is my veiw on life

Heart Aches Part 1.

I could go on and on and on about what the meaning of crush means to me. Why should I ? Its not a legit definition, its just my opinion. At that gives you an oppurtunity to attempt to prove me wrong. So before I start telling you anything about what my ideas are, let me start with an official, nearly perfect description of the word CRUSH.

CRUSH...

krəSH/

verb

1.

deform, pulverize, or force inwards by compressing forcefully.

"you can crush a pill between two spoons"

synonyms:squash, squeeze, press, compress; More

I personally like this one. There's something about "force inwards by compressing forcefully" that rings true.
For me when I crush on someone and they don't feel the same way or their too surprised to speak, they're forcing my heart further inwards in some sense.

2.

(of a government or state) violently subdue (opposition or a rebellion).

"the government had taken elaborate precautions to crush any resistance"

synonyms:suppress, put down, quell, quash, stamp out, put an end to, overcome, overpower, defeat, triumph
over,break, repress, subdue, extinguish

"the new regime crushed all popular uprisings"

I somewhat associate the govt. with the media, that being said, the media I unfairly blame for their fake interceptions about love. In the movies, you can crush on someone and all of a sudden your like a magnet and your "crush" is attracted to you immediately. Well, as we all know that is bitter lie and I have a certain finger that would express my hatred for it.
noun

1.

a crowd of people pressed closely together, especially in an enclosed space.

"a number of youngsters fainted in the crush"

synonyms:crowd, throng, horde, swarm, sea, mass, pack, press, mob

"the crush of people"
I bet that would have a crude spell.

2.

informal

a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone unattainable or inappropriate.

"she did have a crush on Dr. Russell"

synonyms:infatuation, obsession, love, passion; 

informalpuppy love

"a teenage crush"

Now this is probably the idea of crush you had in mind. You deeply like someone and you are so out of their league that you never express your ever dying love. And you do exactly that, die [inside]. Well, this, kind ma'am or kind sir, is not my case. I an crushing on multiple people that crush me back. That's fine, right? Your probably wondering what's the problem their? I would explain but I'd rather leave you with this. What happens when two cars crash into each other? In some cases they crush the person inside. The person inside in my situation is a heart. Hearts aren't made to be crushed. And  life would be alot better if they were. Then they might even be love proof.