You said you loved me but you lied
I tried to trust you but I died
I told you things I won't even tell my mom
You shattered my heart when I was down
You knew I wanted to die but you helped me not
I picked you up when you fell then you left me with the demons in my head
You said you cared but you were drifting at every moment we were together
I'm sorry I ever said yes when you said please
I'm sorry I let it go this long
I thought it would be better but it got worse every passing day
I'm broken but I must fix myself before healing you
Don't tell me you love me if I can't say it back
I'm helping you by jumping
don't tell me you wanted me to stay I'm a wound that won't heal
I'm a freak who thought I was the one for you
It might sting at first but you'll find someone else
Don't come visit me and give a freak flowers I don't deserve the love that I never gave
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This is not one of my best pieces so if anyone has any suggestions to help me get better at this I'd love the help
Also thanks everyone who reads my poems
